Happy Little Pill (Moey Fanfiction)

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*MEGHANS POV*

He's k-kissing me..Is this what i wanted? No. He loved Cat. I pushed him of off me. Hurt filled his eyes and i felt bad, ''Y-you love Cat..'' I stuttered. ''What! Meghan I don't love Cat! Plus shes dead.'' he said with hurt in his voice. ''W-well you dont ''love'' me that's for sure.'' i said and walked of. ''Meghan'' a voice suddenly said behind me, Joeys. ''No Joey.'' I said. Then i felt his cold,sweaty hand grab mine. ''Cat has just died, i chose you over Cat, Do you really think i love her?'' he whispered in my ear. I stopped for a moment..taking it all in...realizing but not realizing at the same time. ''I-uh need to go think about this..and u-uh try to think if your lieing to me.'' I said looking at the ground then walking of. ''Meghan I uh..Walk safely..'' he sighed

*JOEYS POV*

She just rejected me. She diddnt even kiss me back. But she said she loved me when i was in the coma... and we kissed then..Something strange has happened between then and now and i have a feeling it has something to do with Cat..But i cant ask her because shes oviously dead. ''Great'' i mumbled. I walked to the Car where Sawyer was sitting and his face filled with concern. ''You kissed Meghan? And Cats dead?!'' he said..he sounded shocked. ''Yeah Sawyer yeah...'' i muttered. Sawyer slapped me. ''Pull.Yourself.Together.'' he spat, pushing me out of the car and driving of. ''SAWYER!!'' I screamed into the distance. The car stopped and he yelled out the window. ''COME BACK TO OUR APARTMENT WHEN YOU HAVE SOME SENSE KNOCKED INTO YOU.'' then he drove of. ''Fucking great'' i mumbled, kicking the ground with my foot my hands in my pockets, Still standing outside the bloody scene. I decided i would walk to Meghans house realizing that it was just about a 10 minute walk. I hope i dont disturb her ''thinking time''. Because what im thinking is that if i walk over to Meghans its going to be awkward.. Oh well...

*MEGHANS POV*

I got home and i was lying on my bed, thinking about the situation i was in.. Does he love me? Does he not? I sighed and walked over to the bathroom were the razor was. This time was serious. I had to cut. I cant think right now and i dont know if i want love in my life right now. I sighed grabbing the razor and sang the speacil words. ''My happy little pill..take me away..dry my eyes..bring colour to my skies..my sweet little pill..take my hunger..but within numb my skin.'' i whispered, digging the razor into my skin..blood spilling everywhere. I sighed and cleaned it all up only to hear a knock at the door. ''Great'' i mumbled, walking out of my room and over to the door. To see....

*JOEYS POV*

I arrived at Meghans..I hesitated about 20 times to knock on her door. ''Joey.Pull.Yourself.Together'' i mutterd. I brought my hand up to the door and turned it into a fist, knocking on the door 2 times. After about 20 seconds i heard feet running down the stairs. The door flung open. ''Uhm Hi Meghan!'' I smiled. Meghan diddnt look that happy, but she smiled back. ''Hi Joey...Uhm you okay?'' she asked. Then i rememberd..i needed a place to crash tonight. ''Oh no not really, Sawyer slapped me for kissing you and drove of..'' I said and scratched the back of my head. ''Do you need somewhere to stay for tonight...?'' She asked and smiled. ''Y-yeah that would be great thanks Meghansan!'' i said and smiled and hugged her. ''Heh heh'' Meghan said and signaled me to come in. I walked right in and jumped on the couch patting a space for Meghan to sit. She walked right over to me and sat down cuddling into me. I looked down at her and she looked so beautiful, her green orbs were like emeralds, her bangs were such a beautiful colour.. ''Your so beautiful'' I said. She looked up at me her green orbs sparkled and her cheeks turned bright red. ''T-thanks'' she stutterd and smiled. ''You really are'' i said and blushed. Her cheeks turned more red as she stared into space. I looked down at are hands which were inches apart..I took the risk and placed my hand on top of hers, as soon as i did i felt a spark like a connection... She looked up at me and smiled, i smiled back. She squeezed my hand tighter and i blushed. I looked at the ground to hide my cheeks and how happy i was in this moment. It was silent for about a couple of minutes before she spoke up ''Do you really have feelings for me Joey?'' she said turning her face away as i turned mine to look at her. ''Y-yes very strong feelings for you..since i met you..'' I said and blushed looking away from the awkwarndess. Silence. I was guessing she was thinking for a while..  ''Me too'' she suddenly said. I was shocked..I turned to face her and she was smiling looking at the floor. I lifted her chin to face me and she blushed, i moved her bangs out of her eyes and then our eyes locked. ''I think im in love with you Meghan Camarena'' i whispered ''And i think im in love with you Joseph Micheal Graceffa'' she whispered back mocking me. We both leaned in..we got closer and closer..and then it hapened. It was like christmas..I felt so many sparks..It was perfect.