The One

Pregnancy

Clarke's pov
*Clarkes driving the rover and thinking to herself*
Its been 3 months since I found out i was pregnant. My baby should be about 3-4 inches long if I remember correctly to my time on the Ark when I was studying to be a doctor. I just wish Bellamy was here. Everything would be so much easier. My thoughts are interrupted when a bird flys in front of me.

I slam on the breaks causing my body to jolt forward. I think I'm imagining it, but after rubbing my eyes, the bird is still flying in the distance. How can it be? Everything died in Praimfaya? I immediately push the gas and follow it full speed.

I drive up a dirt hill and I'm shocked. An entire valley completely untouched. Home. A home to raise you in. (She's talking to the baby in her stomach).

The first thing is see in the distance is a small village. I drive up to it. It's completely empty and untouched. Until I walk in a room where dead bodies are huddled together. I scream and cry and shut the door. Oh my god. I think to myself.

I search the rest of the houses but they are all empty. It seems they all huddled together in that one room. I spend the next hours moving  all of the bodies to the middle of the village and burning the bodies as the grounders did. Once that is done I find an empty bed and lay down and cry for all the people that lost their lives.

*Next day*

I wake up ready to hunt. I grab weapons from a shed I found and go to the stream. I collect water to drink and spear a fish. I go back to the village and cook the fish over the fire. I have the urge to lie down because pregnancy is hard and my back is starting to hurt. I start walking back to the bed when I feel a kick. (Disclaimer: i don't know if baby's kick at 3 months but let's pretend lol)

I look down and start crying tears of joy. My sweet baby just kicked. My tears almost immediately turn to sadness when I remember this poor baby's father wasn't here to see it. And he won't be here. For any of it.

I miss him. More than anything. Oh Bellamy. I love you. I cant wait until I see you.

*3 months later*

I am now 6 months pregnant. He/she is quite a kicker. Whoever they are I'm beyond excited to meet them. I'm very nervous for labor by myself but, if it means a mini Bellamy I'm beyond ready. It's very lonely but, I only have to suffer 3 more months.

Not having Bellamy here through the pregnancy of our first baby is difficult. Very difficult. I miss his dark curly hair. His freckles.  How protective he was over me. How he held me when I was upset. I wish he was here to hold me now. And how he would tell me he can't wait to meet this new baby. Our baby.

*3 months later aka about to give birth*

I am now 9 months pregnant. I should give birth anyway now. I've been eating anything I can get my hands on. I've been constantly working out, basically doing anything to get this baby out. They seem to be taking their time.
Please come out my sweet child! I think to myself. All of a sudden I feel it. My water breaks.
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Bellamy's pov

It's been 9 months since Clarke's death. 9 months since I lost the girl I fell in love with years ago. I haven't been doing too well. Everyone is trying to help, but there is nothing they can do to take the pain away.

I can't stop thinking about her bright blue eyes. The way she would giggle when I'd tickle her. How determined she was. Her curly blonde hair. How brave she was. How she was mine. And how I let her down. I let her go by herself to the tower. How she saved us and I couldn't save her.

*Bellamy writing a letter to Clarke*

Clarke Griffin, you were the light of my life. The only thing that kept me going. You changed me from a stone cold bully to a loving man. You made me beyond happy. You were the reason I'd wake up everyday. I wanted to spend eons with you. I wanted to have a family with you. You saved me from who I was becoming. That is a debt I will never be able to repay. I will never stop loving you. I will never forget you. We belonged together. Rest In Peace my love.