The One

Giving Birth

Clarke's pov

My water broke. My water really broke. I'm going to give birth. Now. My head is nearly spinning as I think about everything that's about to happen.

My nerves are out of control. I immediately feel my palms getting sweaty. I rush into the nearest building and sit down with my back against one of the beds. I pull off the sheet and lay it down under me.

Once everything is in place I'm really starting to feel the contractions. It's like nothing I've ever felt. My breath starts to pick up. My heart is racing. I'm am so extremely nervous to first of all being a new life into the world, and second of all do it alone.

Thinking of Bellamy not being here makes the pain 10x worse. He doesn't even know.

*A few hours later*

With my short experience in doctor school I know it's time to start pushing after hours of contractions. After a few pushes i see the head start to come through. One more push and my sweet new baby girl came out. The first thing I notice is her full head of black curls, just like her father.

I cry tears of joy at the sight. I really have a baby girl! "Oh sweet baby I love you so much. If only your dad were here. He will love you too. Once he comes down in a few years."

I start to look her over once she stops crying. She has my eyes. My beautiful girl has bright blue eyes and black curls. She's gorgeous. My heart explodes when she falls asleep wrapped up in my arms.

I wrap her up in a small blanket I find. This is when I realize how tiny she is. She's so precious and small. I imagine Bellamy being here with love in his eyes holding our girl. My heart hurts thinking about the beautiful sight.

She will be 3 when he comes down (technically she would be 4 but let's pretend lol) I cant wait.
I cant seem to put her down. I love her so much. It then occurs to me I hadn't really thought about names considering I didn't really know what gender she would be.

I think long and hard about it and it's comes to me. Madi. My heart swells at the thought. My sweet girl Madi. I remember Bellamy told me that when we would have kids that's what he would want to name our girl. The memory brings tears to my eyes.

*A week later*

It's been a week since little Madi came out. Oh boy is she small. She has round cheeks and the cutest curls. It was the first time I had been genuinely happened since Bellamy left.
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Bellamy's pov

Everyone is concerned about me but I just can't help but miss her. She was the light of my life. The reason I wanted to wake up everyday. I miss holding her in my arms. I have tears in my eyes just thinking about it. Oh my sweet Clarke I'm so sorry I let you down.

I've taken it upon myself to make sure we all survive up here. She didn't save us for nothing and she sure didn't die for no reason. I would make sure of it.

She didn't ask for this. She didn't want to die. She used to tell me she wanted a life with me. She wanted little kids. "Mini Bellamy's" she used to call them. The thought makes me so sad I break down and just cry and cry until I fall asleep.