A broken soul (Saeyoung X Reader)

06- My guardian angel

Saeyoung's p.o.v

During the ambulance ride to the hospital I could do nothing but worry, my heart ached at the state I saw Y/N in. I know I'd only known her for less than 24 hours but just looking at her, she was beautiful and had the warmest heart. Much like another girl I knew through work. I thought they'd get along quite well.

I'd developed a bit of a crush on her in the time that we'd been friends; I never used to believe in love at first sight but wow did I have a thing for this girl.

When we had arrived at the hospital I had to stay in the waiting room while they cleaned up the blood and checked for broken bones etc. I was there for about an hour and a half, trust me when I tell you I drank more coffee in that time than I have in my entire life.

I was starting to lose my patience when a nurse came over to me to talk to her about her condition.

"Sir, your girlfriend is stable. She's had a few x-rays, her nose was broken pretty badly but be prepared when you go in there as she's beaten up pretty badly. I'm sure she's not as beautiful as you remember her." The nurse spoke in sweet calming voice, a technique she must've picked up along the years. I blushed that she called Y/N my girlfriend but didn't say otherwise as I didn't want to interrupt.

"Thank you for taking care of her" I spoke almost in a whisper.

"There's something else you should know, when we checked the rest of her for injuries, w-we discovered some bandages on her arms." The nurses voice began to break as she continued to speak. "When we removed the bandages, h-her wrists and arms were covered in cuts and scars.We have reason to believe that she's been self harming and wanted to know if you have any means of contact to her parents."

My mind went blank, what the nurse was saying became blurred in my eardrums. How long had she been doing this to herself? How long as she suffered alone like this? How can I help her? How do I fix this? How long has she been bullied for?

"Sir. SIR" the nurse snapped bringing me back to reality.

"Where is she I need to see her now" I almost yelled, I knew it wasn't the nurses fault but I didn't know what else to do.

"This way, follow me."

When I entered the hospital room where Y/N was still unconscious so many emotions ran through my head. Frustration, despair and guilt is al I could focus on however. Was this my fault? Was this because of what I'd said to those people earlier?

I pushed all that down for a moment so I could focus on Y/N. How long would she be like this? Well however long she was like that I promised to stay by her side. To protect her. Forever.

Holding her hand between both of mine next to her bed, I leant my head on top of them. Seeing her like this hurt, her arms were still covered so I couldn't see if there were any cuts or not.

Only now did I have time to study her face and features finally.

Her hands were cold, not a death like a cold just a type of cold that is unnatural for a living person. Her eyes were closed and covered in bruises; both eyes also had dark bags underneath them as if she hadn't slept in a thousand years. Her lips were slightly parted in the middle, it was almost irresistible.

I wanted to kiss her so badly, she was so beautiful and peaceful, but lord only knows what she herself has been through and I do not want her to wake up to me kissing her.

About an hour had passed, she still hadn't woken up and I hadn't moved from my seat by her bed. A few nurses had come in to check on Y/N, her vitals were fine and everything was stable so I wasn't that worried. Obviously I was worried but my mind had been slightly put at ease knowing this.

*Time skip*

It had been about 7 and a half hours. She still hadn't woken up. A nurse had been coming in every hour to give me a cup of coffee I really appreciated it.

All I could think about at this moment was when she was going to wake up, what's going on inside her head?

He eyelids were moving from side to side at a hundred miles per minute, what was she dreaming about?

"Please Y/N" I began "wake up soon we- I'm really worried about you"

No reply.

Y/N's p.o.v.

I was running. Fast. As fast as I could. I was hurt. Badly. I was weak. I was defenceless. It just chased me for so long, I'd been running for hours. Every now and then I'd see a figure come from the either side of me and phase through my body, leaving me weaker and injured more so every time. I didn't know what to do so I kept running.

"Please Y/N...wake up soon we-I'm really worried about you" came a familiar voice from a distance away from me. Hearing the voice, I felt stronger I was able to run faster.

I felt warmth in my hand, it made me forget about pain I was enduring. I couldn't feel it any more, I was able to run faster.

Everything came rushing back as my eyes opened slightly. I looked to the side of me slowly feeling a warm presence on my left hand. I could see Saeyoung, how Lang had I been out? Has he been here this entire time? I tried to sit up slightly.

"Ah fuck" I hissed in pain as I brought myself to an upright position. Saeyoung's head shots up almost instantly.

"Y-Y/N?" He stuttered as he spoke. "You're awake! Oh my god you're awake! I was so worried about you!"

He lunged at me with a hug; I cried out as he did so, not because of the hug but because my ribs felt like they'd been shattered to a million pieces. The hug was.. the hug was nice.

"Sorry! I forgot about the whole injury thing" he mumbled with a nervous laugh disguising his embarrassment.

"It's okay it just it hurts." I whispered, tears welling up in my eyes.

"I know, but I'm here for you now and no ones gonna hurt you again. Ever." his words made me feel safe but I could tell from the worry in his eyes and the bandages on my arms that he knew.

He knew about my secret and it was only a matter of time before he asks me about it.

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Oh my wow I finally finished this chapter! This has been in the process since my last chapter, I hit a bit of a block but I was able to get my mojo back and now this is my longest chapter yet I think with a whopping 1168 words. I hope you enjoyed it! ❤️