tori's pov *2 weeks later*
i have constantly spent time with nick considering he's going on tour tomorrow. i was going to miss him while he's gone for a month. and i knew that he would be on tour for his birthday so i wouldn't be able to spend the day with him.
so before he left for tour i decided to give him his birthday present. i got him a new champion hoodie and a fanny pack that had his name embroidered on it. i planned on getting him something else but that would have to wait till he got back.
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it was the day i was dreading, nick leaves for tour today. it was currently 6:00 a.m. the boys had to leave early so i got up to tell nick goodbye.
"i love you, and i know you're going to have an amazing time on tour. you're living your dream and i'm proud of you. i'll be right here waiting for you when you come back."
"i love you too baby, i'm going to miss you so much."
we shared a passionate kiss before nick got on the tour bus. a single tear rolled down my cheek but i quickly wiped it away.
with one last wave to me from the bus, he was gone and i wouldn't see him for a month. a little part of me was scared he would meet someone while he was on tour that's better than me. i was terrified that nick was going to leave me.
i trusted him but i didn't know if i trusted myself.
