🖤 angst
Things I never said
It's been a while since you and Jungkook broke up. It was last thanksgiving.
You and Jungkook was supposed to have a good time together. But recently, he has becoming a bit more.. possessive.
It's not like he's not possessive every other day, but this time, it's different. Jungkook wasn't willing to give you to the world. He became super protective.At first you were fine. You even thought it's cute for him to be a little bit protective to you. But then.. that night.. he fucked it all up. You and Jungkook were spending your thanksgiving with your old friends at their house. And then there, you met your ex. Of course, Jungkook was aware that he's your ex, which was his long time rival.
"Y/n, I don't like him." he whispered to your ear when you both arrived.
"Easy Jungkook, he's just our friend now. Nothing more than that, understand?"
"Yes.." he nodded as he wrapped his hands around your waist like he's claiming what's his.
"Hey, Y/n," your ex smiled at you when he spotted you. He shifted his look to Jungkook as he greeted him. "Jungkook.." He nodded a little to Jungkook. From then it's just a casual conversation.
You and your ex talked and laugh a lot just to rekindled both of your story. But then he forgot his limit. He pulled you in on a little hug.
Jungkook, who's watching you on the other side of the room, didn't like what he saw. He walked towards you and your ex.
"Keep your fucking hands out off my girlfriend."
He shoved your ex, creating some distance between you and your ex."What's your problem man? I was being fucking friendly." He shoved Jungkook back. "Well, you clearly don't know your limit. You just wanna take her don't you?" Jungkook got intense. Everybody in the room became quiet.
"Jungkook.." you tried to stop him.
"Baby.." Jungkook signaled you to be quiet.
"On the second thought yes, I would like to have what was mine back. I believe she wasn't even happy." Your ex played along.
"Hey fuck you man, she was miserable with you." Jungkook took your ex's collars and almost lifted him a couple inch off the ground.
"Fuck you, she had better sex with me then with y-"
Jungkook threw a fist at him in the face like there's no tomorrow. And then he did it again. Not once, not twice, but even more than you could remember. Everyone was trying to separate them. But they keep fighting, viciously. You yelled their names hoping that one of them will be aware and try to stop what they're doing. But it was useless.
Blood started to coming out of their noses. Their lips starting to bled, and their eyes are starting to get bruised.
You stepped back and covered your face in frustration.
"Jungkook!" you yelled once more. He startled as he heard your voice and immediately stop his action to saw you. Crying.
"Y/n.." he tried to reach you, but you pulled back, seeing the look in his eyes. That's it. You've had enough.
You ran away. You took the bus back to your mom's home without bringing even one piece of clothe. You needed comfort, and you thought it's the only way so that you can keep your mind of from Jungkook. On the way back, you cried your heart out. Jungkook has been calling you for the 10th times this time. But you let it rang.
You then reached your mom's home. She's surprised that you're home unplanned. She's even more surprised when she heard your story.
"Honey.. listen.. Every relationship has their ups and downs. It's not always vanilla. I know what Jungkook did was wrong, but I know that he did it because he loves you.. because he's afraid to lose you." She caressed your hair as you both were sitting on the sofa.
"No mom, it's different. I saw the look on his face. It's.. scary. I don't even know if he loves me anymore."
"Sweetheart, you completely misunderstood him. I have no doubt that he loves you very much. And as far as I know, a mother is always right." She smiled. You chuckled.
"But you know what makes me and your father stay up for this long? We went through it all no matter how hard it gets. We complete each other. We trust each other, and we're willing to forgive and learn from our mistakes. And I know that, you can go through this. You can fix this all." she said while pulling you into a hug. That eager childlike hug.
"Thank you, mom.. but.. I need a break. I just need to be near you once in a while. I missed you." You said as your tears began to drop.
"I understand." She hugged you closer.
You then called him back. But he didn't answered. You're kinda relieved because you're also a bit scared to talk to him. So, you decided to voice mailed him instead.
"Um.. Jungkook.. I.. I'm sorry I ran off like that," you cleared your throat. "I think.. I need some space. I know I shouldn't be doing this through phone, but um.. I just.. I just can't see you. Not right now.." you took a deep breath before continuing.
"We need a break.. I need a break. I need some space to breath, you need some space to grow up. Maybe on the process we can start to see each other's mistakes and start to learn from them. I'm sorry.. but... things just didn't work out like how we wanted. But trust me.. this is for the best." you hung up.
There you said it. You clenched your phone.. crying. You needed this. Few seconds later, he called you back.
You just looked at your screen until it stopped ringing. You turned off your phone and went off to bed, hoping to feel refreshed tomorrow.To be continued...
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