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Jungkook's Scenario pt.3

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Things I never said

It's been 3 months and a half since your incident with Jungkook. Since then, he's been voice mailing you every single day.

Hearing those voice mails made you stressed out, sad, angry, happy, all kinds of feelings. You damn know that he really loves you, but you just can't women up. Yet.

This evening, you decided to go to a bar. It's been quite sometime since you had any drinks. So, you went to the usual bar where you and Jungkook usually hang out.

After you got there, you ordered a glass of beer. At first the bartender was a bit shocked and confused, but then he gave you the drink.

"Alone?" he asked.

"Yes." you replied with a smile.

"It's not usual for you to come here alone and also, you're ordering a beer? Instead of the usual?"

You just smiled as an answer.

"I hope you figure everything out Y/n." he smiled.

You reached your pocket for your phone. Looking at the screen, the notification said

one voicemail from Jungkook

You smiled. You pressed the voicemail.

"Dear Y/n.. How are you? Are you doing well? How are things going? I hope you're doing well."

You smiled as you hear his voice. He sounded.. sadder.. than before.

"I don't know why at this point you didn't even blocked me yet. But thanks, it gives me hope. Just a tiny bit,

"Your best friend told me that you've been working extra hard lately. Do I have to remind you that the last time you exhaust yourself, you spent 2 days in the hospital?

"I'll kick your ass to bed if you started to take an excessive night shifts, " he laughed, "you're one hell of a woman, don't you know?"

You smiled as he praised you. You know that you have a problem with your stamina since you haven't had enough time to exercise like you normally do. As the CEO of your dad's famous company, you have been working the extra miles so that the company will stay in it's golden era. You love working, but sometimes it can just eat you. The next thing you know, you're in the hospital bed surrounded with a bunch of flowers with cards that has "get well soon" written.

"It's not like I asked everyone who have some kind of relation to you about your condition. Your best friend just.. happen to tell me about you. Yeah.. I'm just.. fuck.

"I'm so.. fucking worried about you. I hope that you always have someone around. I wish i can be there with you. But I'm just too,

He stopped.

"I'm just to fucking coward. I can't see your face. I'm so... scared about how would you react if you see me now. I'm scared about how would you feel about me now. I don't wanna know the truth about.. I don't wanna know do you still loving me or not,

"I rather think that you don't love me anymore by myself rather than having you.. the love of my life.. telling me about it."

Usually this is the part where you nudge him for being cheesy, but this time you could feel the tears starting to build up.

"Ugh.. I'm sorry if I sounded to desperate. I mean I am.. but I'm trying to be tough."

He stayed silent for a minute. Then he started laughing.