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Jungkook's Scenario pt. 4

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Things I never said

The sun was shining, the birds were chirping and all seemed so quiet and peaceful.

You opened your eyes, feeling the warmness of the sunlight, molding your whole body. You sat up and looked around your surroundings.

'Where am I?'

You rubbed your eyes, trying to wake yourself from the surrounding.

'Is this..'

You held your head when the headache came in.

'God.. how much did I drink last night?'

You looked down at your body. It was not the clothes that you wore last night. You grabbed the shirt on your body feeling the scent of something familiar.

'This.. Jungkook..'

You looked to the other side of the bed. There sat Jungkook, on the side of the bed, burying his face between his arms. His eyes were still shut.

He twitched a little and changed his position into facing his right. You looked at him. How much has he changed over the past months without seeing each other. His hair has been overgrown, letting his eyes barely seeping through his bangs. His eyes are dark and accompanied with eye bags. He's getting thinner than before. Thoughts came rushing through your head. Worrying about him.

Slowly, you caressed his hair. Slow, and gently, you felt him with your hands. How you missed his hair. His scent. His face. His presence. Everything.

You pulled your hand as he squirmed. He let out a cute little sigh. A happy one.

He started to open up his eyes. He blinked a couple of times before focusing on you. He then smiled as he gazed with a smile.

"Good Morning, Y/n."

You looked at him, big eyed. You didn't say anything back. Instead, you let out a tear. You scrubbed your eyes, before covering it up with your hands.

"Y/n? Why are you crying?" He questioned.

You answered him with a sudden hug. You buried your face in his neck. Crying.

He hugged you back. Without hesitate.

You both stayed like this for more than a minute. No one said a word,  yet you still felt the strong feeling of bonding and closure, and you know that he felt that too.

For that one moment, It felt like the time stopped. The world might had turned upside down. The other disappeared. There you were alone with Jungkook. He ran his fingers down your spine, pulling you closer until there was no space left between you and Jungkook and you could feel the beating of his heart against your chest.

One Mississippi. Two Mississippi. Three Mississippi. Four Mississippi. Five Mississippi.

Before you could withdraw, he tightened up his grip. You felt the rush of helplessness, the sinking yielding, the surging tide of warmth the left your limp. He placed his lips against your cheek, brushing it lightly. Shivers, running through your nerves. You looked at him. He then looked back and brushed his lips against the hollow of your temple. "Y/n," he traced the line of your cheekbone.

"If you want me to stop, tell me now." he whispered.

You didn't answered.

The next thing you knew, his lips were against yours. He kissed you and the world fell away, once again. It was slow, gentle and soft, comforting in ways that words would never be. You felt his body loosen. His hand rested below your ear, his thumb caressing your cheek as your breath mingled. 

All of the long time remembrance feeling rushed through your thoughts. He tasted like November, like hot chocolate on stormy evening and crispy autumn air.

You pulled back and smiled. Your eyes met.

"Y/n.. I'm sorry... I didn't mean for it to happen. I didn't mean to leave you. I didn't mean to not fight for you.. I just.. I just don't know what to do. I even tried crying, but it didn't make me feel better.. in fact.. I feel worse," he whispers, his expression utterly serious.

"I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused you and I regret the things I've done. I've lost you, and it was cause of the things I've done.

"Y/n..  I am waiting for you to forgive me, I know I have done wrong and I want to make it up to you. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I want to be your pillow again for all the nights to come. I want to take care of you all the night and all the day.

"I miss you..

He took a deep breath before continuing.

"I want to hug you again. I want to feel you again. I can not bear this any more. You and me not talking. Not even seeing each other.. Please forgive me, baby."

You looked at him dearly.

"I love you, dummy."

He chuckled.

"What's that supp-"

"Say it back or I'm changing my mind."

He paused. His lips were turned up into a bright smile, as he held you tightly to his chest.

"I love you more, baby." He whispered, capturing your lips into a kiss that felt just right.

Fin

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AT LAST THE END OF THE SCENARIO IS DOOONEEEE

I'm deeply, truly, very sorry that this took SO long. I haven't been the best at keeping track of time. But istg I'm not abandoning this. I'm just a little (a lot) behind, that's all.

Oh, and also, school sucks.