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Jungkook's Scenario pt.2

🖤 angst

Things I never said

3 Months later.

You have been away from Jungkook for 3 months. You have been avoiding all the places that you could possibly meet him. It's a hell of a trouble, but luckily, you have your parents beside. They kept telling you to talk it out with Jungkook, but you always said that you're not ready.

Your phone rang as you drained yourself into your thoughts. You opened your phone and saw a missed call, by Jungkook. You unlocked your phone and digged through the voicemail section. There are 57 voicemails from Jungkook. You never answered his phone calls, neither his message. You let out a sigh and pressed the play button on his recent voicemail.

"Dear Y/n.." your whole body weaken as you hear his voice. You closed your eyes and smiled. You missed him.

"Hello? Me again.. You probably don't wanna talk to me.. No.. not 'probably'

"You really don't wanna talk to me. I mean who am I  kidding.. I messaged you on Christmas. No reply. I messaged you on new year's eve. Still.. Nothing." he stopped.

You took a deep breath, trying to hold your tears.

"You're avoiding me.. And I get that, cause.. I broke your heart, and in return, you broke mine," he laughed, "you got me."

"But I'm not mad.. I miss you.. too much to be mad anymore.. But, I know you don't miss me.." you shook your head. He's wrong. He's absolutely wrong. You missed him more than anything.

"I'm not saying this to get back together, because God knows that's the last thing you want. I just wanted to say that... I'm sorry.. " he stopped. His voice is full of sadness. You could hear him on the verge of tears.

"I'm sorry that I couldn't be better. I'm sorry I wasn't what you deserved. I'm sorry for all those times i freaked out when you didn't reply...  but that's just me worrying and missing you.

"I'm sorry we didn't work out.. but I know.. us breaking up is for the better. You said so yourself." you covered your face with your hands, feeling the tears slowly escaping your eyes.

"Y/n.. Thank you.. Thank you for our relationship even though we didn't last long. We just built to fall apart you know? Even from the beginning when we met.

"But I'm still thankful that we made the most out of that span of time we were together. Yeah.. we fought a lot.. but at least we both cared for each other." he laughed. You smiled, thinking about those times.

"At the end of the day, we still made up.. we still.. loved each other.. Then one day you just stop caring. Probably found someone better.

"To be honest I still ask that question everyday.. but it doesn't matter though. What matters is.. you're happy now." his voice starting to break with every words that came out of his mouth.

"It's just that some are meant to love each other very much but.. not stay together.." he stopped as if he was thinking about the words he's going to say next.

He then let out a small ironic laugh, "Funny.. when it's too late, that's when you realize how much you actually love someone.." he stopped again to sniff.

"I just want you to know that if you ever need someone. I'm here.

"If you're feeling lonely or if you're sad, you just give me a call and I'll be there. And I'll cheer you up as best as I can." He stopped. You can feel he's smiling on the other side.

And there's silence. "Jungkook.." you sobbed.

"I hope you find someone better than me.. someone who's gonna love and hold you better than I'll ever will.. and I hope you can find happiness.. and I.." he took a deep breath before continuing.

"I Love you.."

The voicemail ended.

Those three words. Those three damn words, killed you. His voice, his breathing, his everything.. kills you. You just can't stand being away from him, even though you tried to, but deep down.. you can't. You still love him. After all this time, your love has never lessen. In fact, they grow stronger.. deeper.

You broke down into tears.

It was never your intention to break up with him. Hell, you never think about it. Everything that's happened was a mess.

"Fuck... What should I do?"

To be continued

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CREDIT TO AN ASMR CHANNEL THAT INSPIRED ME TO MAKE THIS LONG AS DIALOGUE.

I'm terribly sorry that this one is short because I'm running low on time here.

Anyway, MERRY CHRISMUN Y'ALL and HAVE A HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I love y'all!! 💕💕