5 a.m - I get out of bed and stretch out my back. I look down at Jacob, he's so cute when he sleeps.
"Ashton..." He says under his breath.
"Hmm?"
"Can you do me a favor?"
"Umm...sure?"
"I want you to throw away all your razor blades, take sticky notes and write things onto them, example; I am...blank. Something positive. And can you please try to stop. If you ever need someone to talk to, I am here always"
"Thanks, Jacob. I will"
Jacob smiles and gets comfortable on the bed again. He opens the blanket and is giving me a sign to lay down next to him.
"Should I be afraid to lay down next to you right now?" I ask.
"No, don't worry I won't do anything to you." He chuckles.
"Okay..." I am regretting laying with him right now.
I lay back down and gather up the sheets to stay warm. I can feel Jacob slowly scooting closer to me, I started to get a little worried. He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me into him, he then snuggles his face into the crook of my neck. I started to turn into a tomato, I knew I was blushing. I never knew I would actually fall in love with a guy. I never really dated anyone...like no one ever. Until I met Jacob, I just can't stop thinking about him. How am I in love with a guy? It makes no sense. But the heart wants what it wants'.
I snuggle my butt and back into Jacob and groan.
Why did I groan? Well I don't know.
Jacob grips my waist and grunts. I can feel something hard hit my back. Oh...my...god, he has a boner because of me.
"Shit, I'm sorry Jacob. I'm so sorry!" I try to apologize.
"Mm...no it's fine. It's okay Ashton, no need to apologize. Try to get sleep. Goodnight."
"Goodnight...but still I'm sorry."
There was nothing in response..only deep breathing. Damn...he has fallen asleep fast.
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Million Paper Cuts
RandomI take a minute to just look at him. He really is gorgeous. His messy, black hair, just long enough to cover his forehead, and his perfect blue eyes seem to sparkle in the light. I start to think about how well our bodies would fit together. I wrap...
