'cause my fingers ain't working but my heart is...
H- Zayn...I need you.
Z- I'm done being your sexual distraction please leave me alone.
H- I don't need you like that come on baby.
Z- Splendid! You don't even wanna shag me anymore. What did I fucking do to you.
H- I needed some time to process my feeling. Now I'm settled. Please Zayn. Come over, I really need to talk to you.
Z- What? What feelings? We are talking right now. Just say what you need to say I have plans.
H- With Liam innit?
Z- Leave Liam alone. I see you don't want to talk so I will now block your number and ask you to leave my life and never come back.
H- No wait!
Z- What is it now.
H- Okay I'll just talk to you here. But please give me a little time. I have a lot to say.
Z- Oh sure! suit yourself Sir!
H- Zayn stop I'm being honest and really serious right now.
Z- so am I. Hurry up please.
H- We started up as sexfriends obviously, then the friends part became more important than the sex part and the more I knew about you, the more I appreciated you as an individual and I wanted to give up on us being sexfriends because it felt so wrong doing that to someone that I admire so much. Never once have I stopped being attracted to you Zayn. Never. Like I told you before, you're the prettiest person I've met, both on the outside and on the inside. When I started distancing myself from you, it's because whenever we would go out, guys and girls would come up to us and just hit up on you whilst I was here and I couldn't do anything because we were only fucking friends. Like what kind of friends gets jealous because their friend is getting hit on? None. So from there I started realizing that the feelings I had towards you were more than just platonic friendship. But when you started frequently seeing that Liam guy I just couldn't do it anymore. Thus why I left. I'm also deeply sorry that I left without saying anything but I really needed to figure out my feelings. To answer your question; I figured that I have more than friendly feelings toward you Zayn. I love you. So much. Love the way your hair is all over your face when you wake up. Love your golden orbs. Love your perfect nose that always gets red when you blush or when you're cold. Love your oh so kissable lips. Love the way your tongue gets trapped behind your teeth when you smile. Love your tiny hands when they clutch me. Love the way your fingers look when they are intertwined with mine. Love your little body when you cuddle me. Love when there's thunderstorms or when you're scared because you jump to hide in my arms and bury your head in my torso. Love the way you smell. Absolutely adore everything about you Z. If I could marry you right now I would do it. So yes, I need you, need you by my sides. I love you, adore you, cherish you. Zain Javadd Malik, would you please be mine?
Z- I hate you you twat. Of course I accept to be yours Styles. I'm coming over right now.
