Just heard this song on the zarrystylik2019 account on IG and I just had to write something on this song. It's such beautiful song it made me cry because I can relate to it and her voice just ugh. Anyways okay here we go.
TRIGGER WARNING TALKING ABOUT EATING DISORDER AND HOMOPHOBIA.
two little boys, met each other on the playground
It was a sunny day of September, the first day of school. A green eyed boy and an hazel eyed boy.
just like the rest, didn't stick out from the crowd
They were running around just like the other kids, they were all happy to get to know some new mates because it meant more fun.
but between themselves, they knew that they were different
At first they were friends, then felt like more than just friends. It was something much stronger. There was passion in there.
but they pushed it down, cause nobody would even listen
It was impossible for two people of the same sex to feel this way, it is common knowledge. So they just decided that the feeling was all about brotherhood because what else more than friends could they be?
their parents always saying "boy, when you grow up, you're gonna find a nice lady, make sure you act tough. you'll be living a life like barbie and ken, cmon suck it up and forget this nonsense"
"You really like this girl don't you Zee?"
"Yeah she's so funny!"
Zayn didn't know that his father was referring to him having a crush on this girl. He just meant that she was a funny friend that he liked being around.
what if he wants ken, not barbie?
"Mummy do you think that one day Harry and I can get married like you and Dad?"
"Stop being silly Zayn. It's not possible."
"But you told me that when two people love each other they can get married." He argued, confused.
"A girl and a boy Zayn. Two boys or two girls can't be in love. Understood?"
Zayn nodded sadly. He wants Harry to marry him, he knows that they love each other.
why should he have to say sorry?
"Look at how your son turned out taking his friend out on dates, you should be ashamed!" Scolded Harry's grandma, while she was talking to his mother.
He was not supposed to listen to this conversation but he was curious as why they were arguing so he decided to eavesdrop and now he wish he never did. Why could no one understand that they just were in love?
tell me do you even listen, to all the dumb shit you're slippin'
"This is getting ridiculous your son has a bad influence on mine. None of my kids think like that. They shouldn't be hanging out together."
Sternly said Yaser.
"Don't even try to put the blame on my Harry, your son is the weird one, always quiet and only whispering into Harry's ears. You're goddam right my precious baby will not be seeing your freak of a son ever again!"
we can love who we want to
Being kept from each other by their parents, their only way of seeing each other was at school, they sat together during lunch and exchanged secret hugs behind trees during recess.
