A great personality defines the guy. A very open to the ones close to him person. A reality facer and challenger. Goal driven and ambitious. I could over a day if I had to mention all about him.
The good was yet delivered to us, like every relationship with a spark at first.
It did not take us long to start arguing. It was normal beacuse it is what lovers do.
I was so excited, everything was just humble and positively energized.
I wrote him a letter, telling him how in love I was with him and how I could not afford to lose him. Wrote in every language I thought he could possibly understand. His response was quite exceptional.
He made me a song! That was definitely a grand closure to every issue, I thought. The lyrics went to well:
"If I told u I love u
Would u believe me
Or doubt a bit
Believe that I'm lying
Like I do in some of my apologies
I'm trying
I'm sorry that I'm loving deep
Oversteps
Skipping some
boundaries
Maybe is the reason why
I'm falling deep
Nobody Catching me thou
Innocent love that u giving me
Deep down I'm left with the hope
I dare u listen
Never change to a hoe
Coz u the one I love
The person that is deep inside
When I'm feeling lifeless
She be giving me life
Even though I went through hell to get her
She be giving me heaven
Had my fun buh I ain't yes mam
I got my ways
U got ur moods
I know
U drift the rules
I break the rules
U know
U crying now
Buh when I'm showing love
Sometimes u feel like it's rage
When sex talking
Always u highlight the age
I say the three words
U smooth talking with the letters
What u mean bae
Best above everything
In the worst thing
When I know it ain't calculated
When fav patience
When u say that u can't say that
Only I say that only to make u feel the same way
Love is pain
Hardships means some to gain
I love u
I read ur letter
Buh I had reply with the song"
It had a wonderful message that portrayed a wonderful piece happiness within myself.
Only to find out that the issue will still rise from the dead and buried ones. I became so shocked, I thought about a lot.
I was on ledge to leave him. When all I felt was pure pain and my best friend's 'why didn't one warn me' words.
I learnt to live with pain that I would once positively change to everlasting happiness.
Hearing the words such as, " I would do anything for you", destroy me. It turns out that, because of one thing I can not do for you. It demolishes everything that I would do for you.
Yet I still love you!
To be continued...
