To tell the truth it is been a journey. I do not even know where to start, but whatever every detail it is, you will know the whole story.
Myself and Tshemo have been through a lot like every couple would be. I never undressed the relationship to see it's core, that is my mistake though. At some point, it kept on getting worse and worst.
December 23rd, I have already felt that I have had enough. That is when, I did not want anymore of it. To all the miserable words said to and about me. Who was I to plead guilty without any guilt.
I sent him a breakup text. Not so long, he called and we fixed things. It is surprising how our relationship kept on changing phases like emotions.
Two days past by, and that is when Jus and I started talking after the whole break occurred.
Two days after, we met and like always it was a flash back of memories with no control of, like a dream!
According to Physics, I would say the elements created a bond.
One day later when head messed up and confused, I decided to make some moves with Tshemo. I had to break up with him as much as I was keen to continue living life without him.
I broke up with him.
When you break up with someone, sometimes it does not mean that you do not love them anymore. Sometimes it means that you love them enough to let them go, because you want them to be happy and you realize you are just not able to be happy together.
If you are wise enough to know me very well, you would realize that he was the first guy whom I decided to leave. Clearly that must declare that there was a problem, that could not be resolved.
Ohh Yes, I knew what I was doing. I was no more drunk in love or whatever the thing seemed.
Later the same day, Jus and I got back together. It is shocking, right? But that is how things turned out. At the end of the day, everything happens for a reason.
Life is too short to keep important words unsaid...
2019 came in about, hence it was before us.
Cause if you close your eyes and listen close. You can hear the chapter close and it is all rebound in better clothes. You like the way the story goes because the sun still burns the shadows out and there is nothing to complain about now.
