The now purple haired boy thought he'd never feel an emotion again. He had been sad for years but lately, he felt nothing, was empty. He figured his heart had been broken to many times to function properly, and he didn't really mind feeling nothing. At least he didn't feel sad the entire time. He was content with the lack of emotion inside of him. He didn't cry anymore and he didn't even flinch whenever the knife hit his skin. It was like his whole life was a movie, as cheesy as it sounds. He could see everything what happened in it, but he didn't actually register it. When his grandfather died, he didn't really think much of it; it was just another misfortune in his life he didn't feel. He didn't cry over her, because he was jealous she was able to leave this world before him, even though he knew that was selfish.
Sure, it hurt a bit when he saw his family cry, and they all shot him weird glances when they noticed his blank stares but they didn't mention it. Most people in the family knew about his state of mind and they just let him.
Sure, Michael had therapy twice a week and he took his medicine twice a day but it didn't really change much.
*sorry this was a bit short i'll write more next time*
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I'm fine i'm just beyond repair
Hayran KurguMichael hated everyone who had ever told him that ‘it would get better.’ It didn’t. Or where Michael is depressed and he thinks Luke might be his remedy. It doesn't really work that way though. NOTES: So, this is quite dark and if you're triggered e...
