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"What do you mean you having a baby?" Jimin asked from on top of the school roof looking at tina like she had a fourth head. "Might as well call me Brenda cause I'm havin a baby." She said tripping over her own words, fear laced in her voice.

"All cause yo dumb ass condom broke. Now i- I gotta tell my m-momma." She said sobs coming from her lips. Jimin reached down to hug her but she hit his hand "D-dont touch me! Da-amn it!"  Choking on a sob as she went to leave.

"Tina please no!" Jimin said watching as the petite girl walked down the fire escape. He felt guilt when he heard her sobbing.

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"Jimin that was a real fucked up thing to do!" Tae said over the phone. Jimin had to hold the kitchen phone away from his head. "Tae it was a honest mistake."he defended. He'd been saying that all day to joon , yoongi even to  her best friend, Nickki.

"No it won't. You knew good and damn well you had a condom. Yo ass just didn't put it on , now you done ruined Tina's world!" Tae said into the phone. He had went downstairs while Tina was sleeping in her room. She tired herself out from crying , her mother refused to listen to her. All she said was "Better hope he not like yo dad." And left. Tae kinda knew what that meant.

When she was five years old her daddy told her he'd go to buy some milk and he'd be back. Its been eleven years now.

She'd broke into a fit of tears cause jimin acted like her father, he'd leave her at odd times, barely got her what she wanted and wasn't very responsible. Their flour baby didn't even last an hour due to him wanting some homemade dumplings.

Tae hung up the phone and was surprised to see namjoon, holding a picnic basket with assorted things. "I wanted to comfort her.... And shoot my shot."  Tae rolled his eyes at his hyung. 'Leave it to this man to shoot a shot right now.'

Namjoon walked upstairs to the room on the left. He walked into her room and smiled. ' time to fix my dream girl.' Tina had fallen asleep curled into one of the three comforters on her bed. Namjoon frowned when he saw just how she fell asleep. Make up in ruins with tears , hair looking like an animal from napping without a bonnet. Not to mention she still had in the clothes she wore to school.

"Bunny bun please wake up." He said lowly, letting his ilsan drawl take over. He lightly shook her causing the girl to sit up.

"Joonie? Where's tae?" She asked sitting up, stretching. Joon smiled pulling her up. "Downstairs finding a movie to look at. Come on let's fix you up." He said looking in heart of dresser for some comfortable pajamas.

Namjoon truly did love Tina. The little girl had  bits and traits he'd seen in books. Juliet's beauty, Socartes love for asking philosophical questions or the need to be surrounded by affection like Lolita. She truly was something out of his favorite books. He let himself out of his thoughts so he could comfort her. Ease her mind of this terrible day.

"Joonie I'm dressed now." She said uncovering his eyes while her voice was soft.  Namjooon tried his damnedest not to smile like an idiot. But he failed seeing the small girl in fluffy hello kitty pajamas and a black bonnet sitting snugly on her head.

'The love I have for this little girl is ridiculous. I swear if jimin ever fails to make her happy I'll do it in a heartbeat.' He smiled and said "come on, let's go watch a movie." Grabbing her hand and taking her downstairs.

Tina was sandwiched between tae and joonie, munching on the puto he'd brought over. They quietly watched the Adams family while tae was waiting for jimin.

He'd warned his best friend to come over before eight thirty cause that's when Tina wanted to sleep. It was already Eight twenty and tae was anxious. If his best friend couldn't be on time for this moment how would he make doctors appointments or even the kids birth. But his thoughts were silenced when someone knocked on the door.

"I got it." The small girl said getting up to open the door. Surprised to see jimin at her door with an small plastic ring container.

"Bunny babe I'm sorry I was such a jack ass. I was so surprised I didn't even think about how you felt and baby I'm so sorry for that." He said giving her large hug and letting go. Tina smiled "it's okay jimin." "And this is just our starter ring till me and the boys get big and we graduate." Jimin said slipping a small silver ring on her finger.

"It's so pretty." She whispered looking at it.

"Just like you." Jimin said pecking her cute lips.
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"I'll take the little one to school, teach them to speak Korean I'll even take them to busan." Jimin promised Tina's sleeping belly while he spoke in his busan dialect. The roughness of his voice contrasted to the petal touches he made on her stomach. Every time he said anything or even touched ceartin spots he felt as if her belly reacted to it like a Little person was saying 'yes daddy I can hear you. I'm here.'

And to jimin no greater euphoria came to him than thinking that the girl of his dreams was carrying the literal product of their love. The embodiment of all the soft "I love yous" or the loud "your mines" they'd constantly tell each other.  This unborn baby would be their little euphoria.

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. backstory: jimin was a fuckboi , tina was the *sorta* goodytwo shoes he'd like. Joonie likes her jimin confessed first. They date for 4 months and jimin nuts in her *FiRsT gO* and that's the tea☕
P.s- puto is a Filipino cake , and everyone has a different version of her nickname 'bunny'

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