He took one thing
I can never get back.
It just goes to show
The real man he lacks.
Trust was a thing
Mom gave to him,
Not knowing the monster he
hides within.
I was laying down.
Knowing the moment is coming,
When he finally breaks through.
I was hurt and
I was bleeding
Yet He’s laughing,
Ignoring my pleading.
Does he even care?
Does it bother him?
Knowing there was more than one thing
He put inside me
Other than grim.
Three years have past
And I am still unsettled
By the mess he left,
All things in my world are being disturbed.
Just by thinking he’s out there somewhere
With some other girl.
She’s probably scared too.
It makes me want to impel.
I have no bruises,
I have no scars.
But taking my virginity,
Was like taking my heart.
Why would he do this?
What did I do?
I cant take my mind off of him,
I don’t know how to.
picture perfect memories,
are not the images I see
When I look back and think
Of a younger me.
I see his face
flashing in my mind
Smiling his ugly smile,
Lord, I wish I was blind.
~Syah
A/n: okay so this ones for a friend of mine!! Girl i hope you like ittttt!
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