The Storus Of Plant Person And Goth Girl

Some Life Updates With Plant Person

Sooooooooooooooooo I haven't uploaded anything in a while and that because I moved into a new house and school district, again. So yeah I'm going to talk about my new school for a little (warning, this is mostly me being saltier than the dead sea).

FIRST OFF, at this school I can't take my AP classes, there is only pre AP for my grade level but like... wtf is a pre AP class? Also, one of the things I loved about my old school was the fact that I could take a physical science class (semester chemistry, semester physics) and I can't take that at this school until next year. I am now stuck in such an elementary class it makes me sad. We're literally learning about earthquakes... the shit I learned about in the fourth grade.

The other thing I don't like is this place is way to... I don't know a word to describe it so I'm going to go with stiff. The first thing is that you aren't allowed to have headphones or phones on at any point during school hours. I can understand why this rule would be put in place, but at the same time it really screws with me. You see, young grasshoppers, I get frequent panic attacks or just moments when noise overwhelms me so much that I can't function. What I do when this happens is I put on headphones and blast music because focusing on the rhythm and all the instruments helps to calm me down. School hallways are loud as hell and the cafeteria is even worse because of those dedicated douche bags who like to sneak onto their phones just to play noises so high pitches only people like me can hear it. Well it hurts my head and starts to freak me out to all hell and I can't get to my music to calm down.

Another thing is that this place has one of the most stupid dress codes I've seen in a while. I was dress coded for the first time ever today because my pants had a whole that showed my knees. The school didn't have any other pants or anything to patch the whole with. I missed more than half of my first hour just to wait for my father to bring me pants that ended up making my already extreme dysphoria spike. They also don't allow piercings anywhere besides the ears or hair that is dyed natural colors, very tempted to dye my hair white because our hair is actually either grey or white if you're a ginger (I am) and melanin gives it colour so therefore it would be natural.

Speaking of dysphoria, I don't know if you readers have noticed this but I am trans/ non binary and the name I go by is not my legal name. Well the first day I went to this new school my father and I had to talk to the counselor. Well I told him about my name and pronouns and he said when a sub came I would have to answer to my birth name because that is what is on record. Now I could give a million reasons why that isn't gonna happen but people constantly question my name and pronouns and I am getting sick of it. My name is Grey, yes I know random sub who doesn't know me, my birth name is beautiful. However, it gives me extreme dysphoria so kindly don't ask me if you can still call me my birth name. Second, what is between my legs is of no concern to you. Third, yes they/them can be singular and I can prove it so kindly don't tell me that I can't use my pronouns. Alrighty, sorry for that rant but with all the shit going down against trans people now a days I needed to get that out.

So yeah, updates on my life. I'm going to go back to crying to Goth Girl about twist and shout. remember, stay hydrated and be good.

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