Wilted Petals

🌹°~Chapter 1~°🌹

Yeah...

I know you're probably confused.

Why would I, a fellow teammate of Natsu's, fantasize about something so romantic if I'm not willing to pursue such feelings?

Well, easy.

I can't.
It's gone.

All flushed away.

I told you before.

Today was supposed to be the day.

I had it all planned out.
For US.

Me and him.
Natsu and (Y/n).

But it'll never be.
My fantasy will never be.

You want to know why?

Because right now,
She's living it.

Not me.
Her.

Not Me.
Her.

NOT ME!
HER!

Some people might call me greedy.
Some may even call me selfish.

You know what I say to them?

Fuck off.

They don't know what I feel like.
They don't understand.

They've never had their heart stomped on by the man you love and a blonde bitch with fake tits.

They wouldn't understand.

I had walked to the guild today with my head held high, and a smile on my face. I was so lost in my own thoughts that I hadn't noticed the guild being significantly louder than they usually are.

I usually walk with Gray to the guild, but he's been sick a lot lately. I've tried to visit him, but Juvia is always there to shoo me away. I would've pushed past her, but both Juvia and Gray have been gone at the same time. It didn't take a scientist to figure out why they've been gone so much lately.
Gross.

I had placed by hands on the door and opened it with ease. I was definitely confused when I noticed that there was no usual table being flown at me as it usually does.

I look into the guild and see them surrounding something. I let my curiosity get the best of me, as I began to push and shove by other members to see what was going on. And boy do I wish I didn't.

There it was.

A scene that I'd never want to relive.

There was Natsu.
And there was Lucy.
Kissing.

I froze.

I couldn't move.
I couldn't breathe.

My best friend.
My guild mate.
My team mate.
My childhood crush.
Was now kissing the one girl in the guild I couldn't stand.