Her Secret Scars

Jail Cell

What song should I put for this chapter?

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Recap:
"I will come for you. I promise you, and a little thing about me is I never break my promises to anyone" he whispered in my ear with honesty as he pulled away and pecked my cheek. He slid the soft pad of his thumb under my eye; collecting a tear I didn't know escaped as I nodded in agreement.

"Who knew you could go from a huge asshole to as caring as a big brother?" I laugh lightly through my tears.

"You might wanna get that checked out, you probably have Bipolar Disorder" I chuckle, quickly wiping my tears.

"Loyal. Let's just say I'm not very good with handling my emotions" he chuckles hugging me again.

So I take the chance to whisper in his ear "You might wanna pick up some tampons for your man period then" and we both chuckle.

"Loyal just remember. No matter how horrible it gets and how badly you are treated, that I'm coming for you. That I'm on my way" he smiles and just before I could squeeze him to thank him for everything two men gripped my upper arms and dragged me away and threw me in the car. I slowly sat up trying not to hurt myself further, but I knew these injuries were nothing compared to what was about to come.

You see the thing about earthquakes is after they come and shake millions of lives to smithereens, it stops, and just as you begin to fix the broken pieces, the aftershocks slap you across the fuckin face.
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I turned my neck to look out of the back of the car, and I watched as Sawyer threw a scowl at my smirking father as he stormed off to his car.

I turned around and settled my hands in my lap, as I thought about all the good memories I managed to make because there's something in my gut that's telling me that I won't make it out this time. That I'll never get to see all my friends again. That I'll never see Jessie, Aaron or Phoenix. Or even my brothers and sisters. That I'll never get to ask my mom why she never fought for me? That I'll never get to hear another one of Sawyers snarky comments.

I might never get to see Sawyer again.

As soon as my heart starts to ache, my father decides to finally get in the car, but he crawled his way into shotgun instead of the driver's side...

Just before I could open my mouth and ask why he wasn't driving he got in the car.

I saw how his hair was neatly groomed to the side and how his stupid face grew with a smirk as our eyes connected in the mirror.

"Miss me Cutie?" he sickeningly smirks.

I disgustingly look away and occupy my attention out the window next to me.

Of course, he's here.

"I've noticed you've become very impolite lately. Maybe we need to bring back the punishments.." he hauntingly speaks.

No.

I know I should say something.
I know I should say something snarky to prove he isn't bothering me, that he isn't getting to me, but when I'm in the same room as him my body shuts off.

It's like I'm there, but I'm not.

This is how it will feel now.

Blankness.
Numbness.
Nothing...
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Before I know it, we are pulling into a house I've never seen before, and then it all goes black.
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As I slowly slip back into consciousness, I begin to stir freely.