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Fear

Lances POV 

I can't explain how it feels any more I'm scared to face my family scared they'll hate me scared to look at my mom I still hear there knocking on the door Keith and Shiro try and visit but I don't think I'm able to open the door and hunk and pidge always tried and get me to eat real food and get out of my room.

I remember the days when my dad would take me out on the beach and look at the stars with the scope. He would point out constellations and tell me stories about them those times cant be over.

my oom is a wreck and the last time I went out is when I got a room at the garrison and not at the now in construction hospital I know I should get up but I can't find the will to do it but there is Marco he was there to I really should find out if he's ok I step out of bed and look around notes slid from under the door the entire room is just dark and gray.

When I step out, the hallways empty everythings quite I check back at the notes on the floor Marcos room is 235 and I slowly start walking over to the elevator this took up so much more energy then it used to when the elevator door opens it not who I expected.

 Keith was standing there in some old hoodie looking down at his phone he looked tired his hair was a mess and it looked like he hadn't slept in days while me, on the other hand, have slept for weeks was put in a stress-induced coma and was still tired. He looked up at me in shock not expecting me there then happiness "Lance! your up and out of bed the whole teams been busy lately with everything tats happened how are ya feeling"

" I don't know I feel like everything that's happened was some awful nightmare and I need to wake up" Keith looked at me sympathetically. ya, I get it he said looking at his hands "hey if you ever need someone to talk to my doors always open he smiled and patted me on the back I think he expected some joke or at least a smile from me but I couldn't "ya thanks man bye".

I headed my way to my cousin's room when I opened the door I saw Marco sleeping on the bed with Veronica watching some movie when I walked in I froze the last time I saw both of them was on that awful night. When I stepped farther in Veronica looked up and instantly her face swelled up in tears she ran up to me and hugged me till we were both sitting on the floor I found my self-crying.

"I'm sorry I'm so sorry" she kept repeating to me I should have gone in you never should have had to seen that she was shaking at this point and clinging on to the back of my shirt" after about 5 minutes of crying we sat up on the couch "Hows mom" I was scared to ask afraid she would hate me " She's about as good as you'd expect she went back to Cuba to visit more family and set up the funeral" 

"ya know you really should go talk to the rest of your team you gave them and us one hell of a scare," Veronica said "what do you mean I can't remember anything after walking out of the building.

" well after you went back to Shiro was going round to firefighters and telling them that you were still in that area of building the rest of our team had met up with him and were panicking and then firefighters told them that part of the building had already collapsed and that about when your friend hunk had started losing hope till you walked out of the fire and they were so happy you were ok and then you passed out and we got told you were in a coma your team and are family worried none stop then Voltron found out about....dad and next thing ya know your team was staying by your side for weeks they really are like a family to you aren't they" 

I couldn't help but tear up ya I guess we are

sorry its short im thinking next chapter we get keiths POV untill then stay tuned wow im cringe