Things seem to move in slow motion. Matt parks and i climb out i dont even shut the door i just walk straight to my crying big brother. Once im standing right infront of him, with his bark eyes looking down at me time speeds up again. "What happened?" I breath.
"A group of rouges attacked the pack house. I dont remeber how many there were but it was a lot. We lost many people" Justin says looking down at his sneakers.
I look around at the group of pack members from my old back. And i notice two very important people missing. Two people i cant live without. "Where are Nick and B?" I ask swollowing hard. I watch as a new round of scilent sobs rake through Justin and thats all the answer i need. I feel the extream ache in my chest and i drop to my knees. I feel my throat close up and realize that im having a panic attack. I havent had a panic attack since i was a little girl and i lost my parents. I feel the sparks shoot all over my body as Matt runs over to me dropping to his knees and holding me close to him. He raps his arms around me settign me in his lap rocking me back and forth whispering comforting things in my ear.
I dont know how long i was sitting in his lap but i could finally breath again and my chest only hurt with the pain of loosing my brothers. I stood and helped Matt up. "Im so sorry Ash i tried" Justin whispered looking down leeting more tears excape his eyes.
"It's not your fault Justin. Where is Miranda?" I ask not seeing her anywhere
"She is in the hospital here helping the doctors heal the wounded. You know her gifts" Justing says
I nod. Miranda is very special, She has the gift to help heel the sick or wounded faster than even just being a werewolf can heel you. Thats when a smell hits me. Its a faintly familiar smell and its close. I watch as Justin lifts his head and looks me in the eye. I know he smells it too. Justin and i both turn to look at the small opening in the woods where most of the members enter when we go for a run. We watch frozen as the smell gets stronger and stronger. A few minutes after the smell first hit Justin and I and im sure the rest of the pack but they are two busy to notice a huge black wolf with white paws and a white nose walks out of the opening. He is flanked closely by a silver wolf with black ears and a black tail. My heart stops.
"It cant be" I hear Justin whisper.
"They'er alive" I say more to myself than to anyone else.
I slowly start to walk torwards the two wolves who have joined us but im quickly brought to a hault when Matt grabs my arm stopping me. "Ash who are they?" He ask
"Its okay Matt. Wait here" I say and kiss his cheek. He nods and lets go. I keep walking to the new wolves only faintly aweare that Justin has stood and is walking closely behind me. When we get about four feet away from them they both shift back to their human forms. As soon as i see them in their human forms, looking a few years older than when i last saw then i break into a run jumoing into the mans arms. I hear Justin run over and hug the woman tightly picking her up and spinning her around.
The man lets me down i step back next to Justin who has let go of the woman and we stare at them in shock. "I thought you were dead" I breath.
"No princess we arent dead" The man says.
"We can see that" Justin says through the tears.
"You have grown into a beautiful young lady Ash" The lady says
"Oh mommy daddy i havw missed you so much" I sob stepping back into the circle of my fathers arm. My mother walks over joining the hug as does Justin, and i feel the tears of my parents and Justin fall onto me.
When we pull away i sniffle and whipe my eyes. "Where is Nick and Beau?" My mother ask
I see Justin stiffen and i can tell he wants to scream and cry and i see the anger in his eyes.
"They didnt survive the attack" I answer
"What do you mean attack? And what are you all doing here anyway?" My father ask
"The pack house was attacked by rouges. Beau and Nick didnt make it, along with many others. We are here because once Ashton found out hr mate was the Alpha of this pack we made a tready to get along for Ashtons sake." Justin answers with power in his voice, power only an alpha can posses.
"Sean didnt make it eather did he?" I ask not even looking at Justin.
"No he didnt." He says in an emotionless voice.
That makes me wander who else we lost. From what i see of my old pack standing around the yard we lost a hell of a lot. There is only about twenty people milling around outside crying and talking and im hoping many more are just in the infermary. "How many?" I ask still staring at my parents but we all know im speaking to Justin.
Justing knows me well enough he doesn have to ask what i mean. "More than half. about forty four" Justin says in a hard tone.
I nod unable to speak and voice my displeasure about the fact we lost forty four pack members. I notice my parents look behind me and get scowls on their faces, im about to turn around till i feel familar arms rap around my waist and the ever presseant sparks shoot through my body. "Mom, Dad this is Matt Jameson, Alpha of the Black Forest pack, and my mate" I say intoducing them.
"Your parents?" Matt ask shocked.
"Yeah my parents." I say and i know the question he is about to ask. "No i didnt know they were alive either. Which reminds me what the hell happened?" I ask looking back at my parents.
"Yeah thats a damn good question." Justin says with a small glare.
I watch as my mothers eyes fill with tears and she looks away from our cold glares. "After what we did, even though we were forced to do it we knew we could never return" My father answers
"And what exactly is it that you did?" Justin ask in his Alpha tone he now posseses because now that Sean is gone he is the new Alpha.
"We killed Jessica, her unborn pup and we faked our own death." My father says on a sad voice.
"You killed your own sister?" I snapped.
"There is more" Mother says just abover a whisper.
"What more?" My brother growls.
"We were part of the attack on the pack house" My father says.
I dont know if it was the new news or the loosing two of my brothers or a combination of both but i feel power of the Fangari building in me. Before i can even try to control it im floating into the fair the wind picking up all around me, I feel my eyes turn the solid cloudy white of the Fangari and my parents stare at me in wander. "Get out of here! And dont ever come back or I will kill you" I say in a voice thats forigne even to my own ears.
I watch the fear in my parents eyes right before they shift and take off into the woods. As soon as they are gone i feel the power dwindling and i begin to lower to the ground. "Ash, your the Fangari?" Justin ask in awe and i notice not only him but the other pack members who were in the yard are all staring at me like im the moon goddess herself.
"Yes i am." I breat feeling totally drained.
"Look, she can explain more of this later im taking her to our room to rest." Matt says lifting me into his arms.
"Okay. I love you Ash" Justin says kissing my head and thats the last thing i remember before the darkness takes over.
