Don't tell Drew

Ten

Allyson's POV

I woke up in a panic I had sweat dripping down my forehead and my hands were clenched around the sheets. "I hate nightmares" I looked around the room and noticed my alarm clock, it was early but I couldn't go back to sleep so I decided to go for a run. I was suppose to meet up with Jess today she hadn't really said much since those nasty texts she sent me maybe she forgot about it.

I started jogging down the road and I passed wes and Keats house I thought about going to say hi but knowing wes he was probably sleeping.

I wasn't sure what was going on between me and wes I mean we kissed but wes said it was no big deal so maybe he didn't feel the same way that I did.I thought about Keaton and everything that happened between us, we did have a connection but it just wasn't the same as me and wes.

When I got to Jessica's house the nerves really kicked in, closer I got to the door the faster my heart raced. "Heya babe!" She smiled wide, what was wrong with her she couldn't of forgotten already. "Hi" I said confusingly.. "Wanna go to Starbucks I haven't had my coffee yet." "Sure.." I said and followed behind her out the door. The whole walk there she didn't say a word to me which was unusual since she never stopped talking.

I almost brought up the texts, but if she didn't say anything I wasn't going to either. "Do you want anything, it's on me!" She asked eagerly, it was getting word first her akward quietness and than her being nice it had almost been half an hour and she hadn't called me bitch once. Something was up with her I just don't know what.

We sat at one of the tables near the back of the coffee shop, and started talking boys hadn't been mentioned once til she brought up wes and my heart nearly stopped. "I think me an wes are getting there!" I almost spat my coffee everywhere. "Wha- what do you mean?" I started twiddling my thumbs I hoped she wouldn't notice cause than she would be able to see how nervous I was. "Yeah we'll after Keaton's party.. You never know what will happen" "I didn't see you there btw.." She smirked she was up to something I knew it for sure! I swallowed the lump in my throat. "Oh yeah what happened?" "I don't wanna spill the beans before I know for sure, I'm gonna swing by his house later to work things out I know it's been almost a year but it's ovbious were still crazy about eachother" I was getting furious I couldn't tell if she was doing this to taunt me or if she was for real. When I got to the party wes was with another girl who knows who else he hooked up with before I got there.I had to get out  of here, i needed to get to wes before she did.

when i got home i ran up the stairs and practically fell on my face, i quickly changed into some decent clothes and brushed out my hair and put on my makeup i was about to head out the door when my mom stopped me "ally where are you going in such a hurry?" "uh i have plans with jess" "not so fast, its my only day off this week jess can wait!" i was in a hurry what if it was to late and she already used her charms on him to steal him from me no guy could resist jessica she had her ways.

hours passed and i was getting antsy, i checked the time so often it never seemed to change. my mom finally noticed me being figity and let me go i jumped so fast i barely said goodbye. i boarded to wes's house as fast as i could hoping it wasnt to late.

i knocked on the door and to little suprise no one answered, fuck. i was about to give up when i heard giggling coming from the back yard. I quietly crept around the corner and peered through the fence. It was jessica and wes, she had her hands all over him he didnt seem to be enjoying himself and that made me happy until it happened. She leaned in and started making out with i couldnt beleive my eyes a part of me wanted to storm in there and break them up while the other part of me wanted to cry while curled up in a ball on my bed eating ben and jerrys.

i ran home as fast i looked back and watched  the back gate slam behind me, i hoped wes an jessica didnt hear me. when i burst through the door i tried not to make eye contact with mom i wasnt in the mood for her interrogation. surely enough i was on the floor in a ball of my own tears, i thought he was different but ovbiously not. our kiss really did mean nothing, it was all just a joke. Now i have to walk around listening to jess talk about wes and i wont be able to say anything or ill lose her to.

*beep beep* i woke up to my phone vibrating near my head, i had passed out on the floor.

i checked my phone i had 3 missed calls from wes. i cant believe him. i thought about caling him back but i knew if i heard his voice i would start crying again.

i went to take a shower, it always cleared my head.

when i got out i had 3 more missed calls from wes. i just ignored them and turned my phone on silent.

* buzz buzz buzz*

"wes what do you want?" i screamed into the phone.

"ally babe whats wrong?"

"dont babe me! i actually cant believe you! have fun with jessica."

"ally its not what-" i cut him off i wasnt in the mood to hear his excuses and frankly i didnt care.

"save it wes. were done."

"Ally.. I.. Please" i heard his voice crack through the phone. i felt the pain inside me i had to hang up before i lost it.

"i dont EVER want to see you again!"

and just like that it was all over. i would never hear him say my name or feel his soft lips intertwined with mine. i would never see that darn smile of his.

i would never know what its like to date Wesley Stromberg.