Don't tell Drew

Eight

Ally's POV

This has been such a stressful day, why do I get myself into these Messes. I laid on the hammock in the backyard thinking about everything that happened. I knew I shouldn't of kissed Keaton after I kissed wes but it just kind of happened and I don't know whether wes knows about the kiss so I figured I should keep it to myself just incase. I did really like wes he is super sweet and I love how i feel when I'm with him. But something just doesn't feel right maybe I'm just over thinking everything. I just need to tell wes how I feel and get everything over with, I can't keep denying myself of a really great guy that obviously likes me. But I figured I kinda blew it after he spazzed at me on the phone. Like what was that about. The more I thought everything the more upset I made myself, on the other hand I had to think about Keaton who obviously likes me and his gesture was really sweet I just don't know how to feel at this point. I'm not excited for his party anymore, the two guys I kissed and my brother doesn't sound like a good time but I can't avoid my problems I'm just gonna have to deal with it.

I had to pretty much pry myself out of bed and it wasn't like it was early it was already 10 o'clock. I was so glad Keaton and wes haven't been here as much, so I can avoid as many awkward breakfasts at the Chadwick house as possible.

But than again I spoke to soon, as I made my way into the kitchen to get myself a bowl of cereal who was there leaning up against the counter looking so irresistible I could barely contain myself. Wes. Of course.

"Wes! I uh! Morning!" I looked over at drew indulged in his food he was barely paying attention and Keaton's big green puppy dog eyes staring at me hopefully. This was gonna be harder than I thought.

"Ally." And he walked straight past me into the washroom without even a second look, I felt a knot in my stomach start to get tighter and tighter it felt like I just swallowed my heart.

Not being with him made me ache and being with him made me want to punch myself for being so stupid. I walked up to Keaton trying to act as casual as possible with Drew practically in Keaton's lap. "Happy birthday keats!" I gave him a big hug. Big enough to be friendly but long enough to be what I needed, I felt safe in his arms and I loved how he always smelt like a baby kitten it was adorable, before I let go I whispered in his ear "I'm sorry. I need to talk to you." He didn't say anything he just nodded his head with approval.

Drew finally got up, "dude I'm so stoked for this party it's gonna be sick!" "Ally you coming?" "Obviously unless I wasn't invited.." Drew just laughed and patted my back "good one sis!" Him and Drew ran out of the kitchen and into the garage.

I can't believe what just happened that was the most awkward situation I've ever been in. My stomach started to settle and my heart started beating it's regular pace until wes came back in and slammed directly into me, his body was so close to mine I could feel his heart beat and I could feel his breath on my forehead. "Wes we need to talk." He backed away from me. I wanted to cry. "There's nothing to talk about ally I'm over it it's fine." My eyes started to water I couldn't believe he was doing this to me. "Wes please stop doing this I just need to talk to you tonight okay!" I stormed out before I broke out in tears in front of wes. I could sympathy in his eyes and I wanted him to feel like shit, he was overreacting.

* 10 hours later *

It was almost 8 and still hadn't started getting ready for the party I was so out of it today. I moped around in my bed all day long. I finally got up and pulled a few dresses out of my closet I Tried each one on and did a little dance for myself in front of the mirror, they weren't working for me. In the end I put on a tight high waisted mini skirt and a ruffled crop top, I slipped on my black high heels and went to the bathroom to do my hair, I decided to straighten it and I just did some casual makeup. When I was ready I walked to Kenny's I didn't want to board wearing a skirt and all.

When I got there I was so nervous I didn't know what to do first. I grabbed a drunk and chugged it back I would definitely need it for tonight. I wandered around the house full of people looking for wes and I happened to bump into keato who seemed to be having a lot of fun. He leaned into me and tried to shout loudly over the music "glad you came!" "I wouldn't miss it keats!" And I kissed him on the cheek. I felt rude for asking but.. "Do you know where wes is..?" He looked a bit bummed the minute the word wes came out of my mouth and he pointed towards the back yard. "Thanks!" He just nodded and went back to dancing with a group of people. I grabbed a another beer before I headed outside there were even more people out there than there were inside. I walked around until finally I saw him with his arm wrapped around a skinny brunette waist and watched as he grinded against her. I was filled with so much anger I grabbed a red solo cup filled with some sort of alcohol and shot it back and I walked up to wes and had to pry that skank off of him. He looked surprised to see me. I didn't even care what I was about to do in that moment but I knew I would regret it. I gripped his shirt in both of my hands and pressed my lips against his. He ran his hands up and down my back and I could feel the sparks fly there was so much passion and it felt better than our last kiss. He deepened it and soon I felt his tongue slip onto mine, I gripped it and sucked on it. I pulled away and looked into his eyes. We were both berthing heavy I could tell his heart was beating as fast as mine. I grabbed his hand and lead him through the crowds out people and upstairs to a random room once we got inside I locked the door. I grabbed the cup of liquid I saw sitting on the dresser and shot it back, I wiped my mouth and pushed wes onto the bed. I he gripped my ass in his hands and squeezed as I was sucking at his neck in different places all over. He lifted and took off his shirt. His abs were fully exposed and I ran my hands down them I wanted him so badly. We kept making out and that shit was getting hardcore. He pushed me away "ally we shouldn't do this" I ignored him and tried to kiss him again but he wouldn't let me in. "Ally stop. You're drunk and I know you will regret this in the morning." "But I don't regret it right now." He pulled me down into his arms and ran his hands through my hair. "Soon enough okay!" And he kissed my head and squeezed me tight. I had to admit I loved the way cuddling next to his shirtless body made me feel. In that moment I wasn't thinking about anyone else and I realized I've never felt this way before. Did I. No. Ally. You can't.

I think Im Falling in love with him.