Okay I'll admit, ignoring Ashley for the past few days was stupid, but I had my reasons for doing so. Don't I? Yes. Maybe. Well to me I do.
One; I didn't want to be hurt again. Who does?
Two; Feelings for Andy were still there.
Three; What if I messed up?
and lastly
four; Was I even ready for something serious again...
All four things had been running through my mind 24/7 since Ashley and I shared that kiss. I did quit seeing Ronnie; it was only a fling.
I desperately wanted to talk to Andy about all this, but with my luck he'd still be mad at me. Though, I knew deep down I had to talk to him no matter what the outcome would be.
I took a breath before I knocked on Juliet's door.
"Ally?"
I wasn't shocked it was Andy who answered the door. Where else could he be staying?
"I really need to talk to you.."
My face fell to the ground not wanting to see his facial expression.
"Fuck you're not pregnant are you?" he whispered.
Why was he whispering?
"Definitely not. I'm having boy problems..why again are you whispering?"
"It was just a few weeks ago we woke up together."
Uh oh! I forgot to tell him nothing happened!
"Um, Andy..about that. Did I not tell you nothing happened?"
"NO."
Apparently Juliet overheard us and came to the door with a smirk.
"Look, Alyssandra, Andy and I are busy planning a wedding. Could you please come back another time?"
My mouth dropped. Wedding? Their wedding? I couldn't seem to say anything at all. He couldn't actually be stupid enough to be marrying that monster, could he?
"I think you should go, Aly."
My eyes swelled up with tears and I could feel my cheeks heating up in anger.
"You're going to marry that whore?! Do you not remember all the times she's hurt you?"
"Aly, you need to go!"
Andy never yelled at me and I didn't like it.
I did leave, however, crying my eyes out the whole way home. I had my lost best friend.
