Art Book and Shenanigans 6

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I hate going anywhere with my mom

Or my cousins

I hate it

Absolutely despise it

Whenever we go to a stupid ass fucking hotel, our cousins ALWAYS, FUCKING ALWAYS, have to go

That means, bring the fucking air mattresses and find a way to CRAM IT INTO THE SMALL ASS FUCKING ROOM

Oh that also means
Drink like there's no fucking tomorrow

I'm fucking tired of the drinking

It's just drink drink drink drink DRINK DRINK DRINK!!!!!!

They never get drunk but holy fuck is it annoying!!!

And oh I can't fucking complain about jack shit

Oh no no no

I can't complain that they're drinking too much and I don't like it

I can't say that it makes me uncomfortable

I can't say "hey Mom, it's really late, I'm tired or wanna go home."

They just ignore me and keep drinking

I HAD FUCKING MENTAL BREAKDOWN ONCE IN A PUBLIC FUCKING RESTAURANT BY THE BEACH BECAUSE THEY WERE DRINKING SO MUCH AND THERE WAS LOUD MUSIC AND I WAS TIRED AND I NEEDED TO TAKE MY FUCKING AP BIO FINAL THE NEXT DAY

BUT DID THEY EVEN HURRY UP SLIGHTLY OR DECIDED "Hey we should probably stop and go."

FUCK NO

Oh the beer is out?

Buy more

So is it the wine?

Buy more

Oh everyone's obsessed with smoking now?

GET MORE FUCKING CIGS AND SMOKE WHEN THERE IS A FUCKING TODDLER AND A TEEN RIGHT THE FUCK NEXT TO YOU

ALSO PLAY LOUD MUSIC AND YELL AND YELL AND YELL

I'm so

I'm so fucking tired of this repetitive shit

My mom doesn't fucking give a shit about what she does that bothers me or upsets me

I just want to go live with my dad

I'd give anything to live with my dad again

I don't care about my bitchy and bossy step mom

I just want to live with my dad again

Or just let me fucking die

I want to cry so much right now but I can't

Sorry for this annoying rant

I just

Need to talk about this and let it out