How do I love someone again?

I'll do anything for you

Edd
Weeks have pasted and everything was normal...except for today. I went to Matt's room to help clean. Like, have you seen his room! It's a disaster. So, I helped him and, while I was cleaning, found a purple bracelet. I picked it up and looked at it closely. The words "I love you-E" were carved into the beads. This was the bracelet I gave him for our anniversary and when I left him. I regret that so much. We started to become just friends, but it was weird and difficult. We worked it out in the end though. "What's that, Edd?"I jumped when I heard his voice,"hey, you found it! I was Looking for that!" He took the little bead bracelet from me and slipped it on. "I forgot who gave it to me though,"Matt said. "Oh,"I said. I didn't want to tell him it was from me. "Yeah, but I'm going to try to find them. I have to,"Matt said. "Why do you have to?"I asked. Matt looked at the little bracelet,"I want to know what it's like to love someone else again." My heart sank. I want to tell him...but I can't. I can't tell him. He may want to know why he didn't know, and I can't remember that again. It brings do much pain. "Edd, what's wrong?"Matt got me out of my daze. A tear stung on my cheek. "I-it's nothing, "I said as I wiped the tear. Matt looked at me with a sorrowful face. The almost exact face he made when I left. Tears came back. "Fuck it,"tears fell out of my eyes, and my head fell on Matt's shoulder. Matt didn't say anything else. He held me close and rubbed my back, as if we were a couple. I cried more. I missed this. I missed this a lot. "Shhh,"Matt hushed,"It's all right. You're here with me. You are going to be okay."

Matt few hours later
I was sitting on the sofa and then heard Edd yell. Shoot, I thought. I ran to where I heard him. He was in the kitchen with Tom and Tord. "Both of you out and don't come back until dinner!"Edd motioned towards the door. "Edd-"Tom started. "Go! Both of you go!"Edd screeched. The two didn't say anything. They left, and Edd leaned over the kitchen counter. "Edd...are you alright?"I asked. "I wish they can stop fighting. It gets on my nerves, and I can't stop them every single day of my life,"Edd said,"because one day I'll die. Who will stop them from fighting then?" "I will,"I said. My voice sounded a bit weird when I said it. "You will?"Edd asked. I grabbed his wrists,"I will do anything for you." Edd looked at me with his eyes that always sparkled with adventure. He's unique in that way. He smiled softly, and I let go of his wrists. "You wanna know when Tom and Tord were in elementary?"he asked. "Indubbitly,"I said. Edd smiled and motioned to his room. While we were walking, I twisted the little bead bracelet with the carvings. I noticed there was a dash than "E". Whoever gave me this must have started with an "E", but it can't be Edd. We're just friends, that's all I remember. Well, what I've been TOLD. Unless, edd has been keeping a secret from me that I should know about.... but nah! He can't possibly be my love.......

Right?