So I was thinking maybe I should name you, because if I am pouring my thoughts into you, you should at least have a name. I think I will name you after my late grandma, Linda.
Anyway I have decided that maybe I am being emotionally abused. Probably not I'm just being dramatic like always as I'm told. I won't say who because they might read this you know what screw it.
Earlier today my dad made me upset by saying " I don't know who you think you are, but you are not my child, because I would have never raised anything as disappointing and rude as you, honestly I don't even know if you are my kid." So yeah that stung.
I just got back into contact with my friend Alex, god I love her so much she is like a sister I've never had. She's always there for me no matter how stupid I am or how bad I mess things up. She is one of the only reasons why I haven't killed myself yet.
I thought about something random last night but what if humans were god's way of saying "fuck you" to the universe, because no matter how cruel or evil people can be, there will always be people who are beautiful, compassionate, helpful, and kind. I honestly think that is one of the very few beautiful things about this world.
Sincerely yours,
Kaitlyn
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Diary
PoetryIt's a diary. (Mentions of suicidal thoughts) all people mentioned are not real but just a figment of the authors imagination (do not come after me sorry if it's edgy)
