nowheresville

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How does one
Accurately describe

not wanting to be anywhere?

How does one
Accurately describe

being isolated?

See, I am not a lone island.
In fact, hundreds of them
Surround me
Every single day.

But I am...
Isolated.

For I simply do not want
To be anywhere.

It's comparable to
Being at home and thinking
"how i want to be in school."

And yet once I step in its premises
I simply desire
To be at home again.

I actually want to ask

how do i become somewhere
whilst being
nowhere at all.

because i honestly
just want to be
nowhere at all.

or just...not here.

But asking that

Would make me seem
Like a bitch

But this desire
Eats me
And I
Just want
To
Cry.

drive me away
Leave me alone.
Amongst the two of us
I'd be the happiest.

Why do I feel so isolated?

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