Anomalistic | m.yg

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Jin was sure he was going to throw up, he could already taste the distasteful acid approaching up his throat. Sure he was smiling, but it was all fake. He didn't think Yoongi would mention the lab with Jin. He was SURE that Yoongi wouldn't even talk about Jin being in the lab, but apparently he thought wrong. Jin's past was different than the others, but not in a bad way, and that only made him feel like complete and utter shit. Jin was glad Yoongi gave up on the topic, but he heard everything. He knew Yoongi was feeling even more paranoid around the older one. Jin's thoughts traveled back to when Jimin asked Yoongi about him being in the lab. His eyebrows furrowed, a frown threatening to appear on his lips, he heard EVERYTHING. Every little thought that swirled around in Yoongi's head, the memories that replayed, and that only made Jin feel worse. Jin rubbed his head, feeling a throbbing pain surge up. He tilted his head to the lift, '...Don't know if... Trustworthy... Jungkook... Don't... Near him...' Jin quickly changed his facial expression again, a sigh of relief escaping his lips. He smiled again, glad that Yoongi wasn't focused on Jin anymore, but his head wouldn't stop the pain. Nor did his heart. He stole one glance at Yoongi, sympathy pouring into his veins, he knew all about Yoongi's past. Jin looked ahead, "Twenty one years..." He muttered to himself. Yoongi looked up, confused, "Hm?"Jin widened his eyes, he stopped walking, "Oh, uh, nothing. Sorry." Yoongi frowned, "It's fine..." Jin started to walk again, his head filling up with an amount of excruciating pain, need to get to Hoseok and Namjoon quickly, he thought. He furrowed his eyebrows, trying his best to ignore the throbbing pain and Yoongi's loud thoughts. He could feel Yoongi's hard gaze on him. Jin sighed, he let out a small whisper, "This is going to be a tough day..."

Hoseok slammed the door to his room shut. He fell onto his bed and let out aloud groan. He rolled onto his back and looked up at the ceiling. He looked to his side, nothing there. He laughed and hung his arm over his eyes, "Why did I even bother looking, of course he's not there. Why did I even act like that, I barely know Yoongi." He sat up and looked down at his hand, "Is it pity?" He shook his head, "Never mind, my head hurts." He laid back down, he could himself beginning to get drowsy, almost falling into a deep sleep. Jin slammed the door wide open, "HOSEOK!" Hoseok screamed as he fell off the bed, "Jin, what the fu-" Jin interrupted him, bringing Yoongi in the room, "We talked and now we know more about each other, anyway here's your boyfriend." Yoongi hit Jin's arm, "Yah! It's not like that." Jin flicked Yoongi's forehead, the younger pouting as he put a hand over it, "Don't 'yah' me, I'm older!" Jin waved goodbye before leaving. He popped his head back in the room, sending Yoongi a wink, "And don't get too loud in here, alright?" Hoseok's face turned red, Yoongi grabbed the nearest pillow and shot it straight in Jin's direction, "GET OUT, JIN!" Jin ran down the halls, Yoongi glared at the door as he could hear the faint sound of Jin's laughter. He rolled his eyes and turned to Hoseok, Hoseok looked up, his face still a little red, "W-what the heck were you guys talking about?" Yoongi covered his face with his hand, turning away from Hoseok, "Not about you, that's for sure." Hoseok gave Yoongi a look. Yoongi glanced at Hoseok and sighed, "Really, we didn't. Jin is just being a stupid dummy." Hoseok sat on the edge of the bed, patting the spot next to him, "Really? Do you not like each other? What about Jimin?" Yoongi shook his head as he sat next Hoseok, "I don't hate him, he's pretty cool. Acts like he's hiding something though." Hoseok nodded his head, "What about Jimin?" Yoongi groaned, he laid on his back, "Jimin seemed cool and bubbly at first, but then he started asking something personal and I was like, 'No, sorry. You can ask Hobi if you really want to know.'" Hoseok let a small smile form on his lips, "Hobi? You actually called me that?" Yoongi playfully kicked Hoseok, he began pouting, "Shut up. It just slipped out." Hoseok laughed, he laid on his side as he stared at Yoongi, "Alright, and what did Jimin do after that?" Yoongi sighed, "He just got up and left, he seemed angry. Jin told me it was because he's bipolar...?" Hoseok nodded, "Yeah, expect huge mood swings from him." Hoseok furrowed his eyebrows and clicked his tongue, "I thought I told those guys not to ask about personal stuff." Yoongi shrugged, "There just being cautious, better safe than never." Hoseok nodded. The two stayed quiet for a while, enjoying each other's silence. Yoongi stared at the ceiling, he frowned, "Hey, Hoseok?" Hoseok closed his eyes and hummed in response. "How did you know I was telling the truth?" Hoseok opened his eyes and stared at Yoongi, "Were you not telling the truth?" Yoongi frowned more, his bottom lip sticking out a little, "I was... It's just, how did you know that you should trust me?" Hoseok looked Yoongi in the eye, "What makes you think I trust you?" Yoongi looked at Hoseok, he kept his face emotionless and cold, but Hoseok's words hurt his heart, "...You don't?" They stayed quiet, but the silence cold and full of pain. Hoseok tried to read Yoongi, he could see that even though Yoongi was putting up a cold front, his eyes were filled by pain by Hoseok's words, maybe even a little desperate for Hoseok to deny it.. Hoseok sighed, he tore his gaze away from Yoongi, trying to place it on something else, "I don't know. I feel like I shouldn't," Yoongi could feel his shoulders tense up, "but... I could see that you're not lying. You're not who you make yourself out to be." Yoongi relaxed, he let out the breath he didn't know he was holding in. Hoseok slowly looked back at Yoongi, "What about you? Do you trust me?" Yoongi kept his gaze on Hoseok, "Yeah." Hoseok widened his eyes, he furrowed his eyebrows, "Really? That quickly? Why?" Yoongi flinched by tone of Hoseok, was it really that hard for others to see Yoongi trusting them? Yoongi turned to face the other way, his back facing Hoseok, Hoseok frowned at the action. Yoongi spoke, his voice small, "It's just... When we opened up to each other, the way you spoke was so genuine, it- It reminded me of someone close to me." Yoongi took a breath in before speaking again, "Besides, I have no choice, but to trust you. So, deal with it, fuck face." Hoseok sat up and smiled. He reached over and hugged Yoongi from behind, Yoongi flinched, "What the fu-" Hoseok put a hand over the others mouth, "Shut up, I'm being affectionate. 'So, deal with it, fuck face.'" Yoongi struggled to get out of Hoseok's grip, but gave up after a few seconds. He sighed, "I'm letting this happen for now, but there won't fucking be a next time!" Hoseok hummed in response. Yoongi relaxed in Hoseok's embrace, he knew he shouldn't be doing this. He knew he shouldn't give in, but he couldn't help but want to depend on Hoseok. Yoongi thought to himself, who does he remind me of? He widened his eyes, sweat began to form on his forehead. His heart be quickened, he got out of Hoseok's arms and sat up. Hoseok sat up, concerned for the elder, "What's wrong?" Yoongi looked at Hoseok, the fear clear in his face. He whispered, not noticing his voice beginning to static,

"Jun̸̩͍͌̚g̸̛͈͑ ̶̧̮͊Ș̴͛͊u̷̗̽.̷̨͎͌̄.̵͖̤̍̚.̷̠̲́"̶̨̛

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