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Humanoid-Nuclear Is Garbage

Yeah, I know. I'm fully aware my book, Humanoid-Nuclear, is garbage. Today I became EVEN MORE AWARE of it when someone told me it sounded cheesy, it was stupid, and it was "copying Fallout" which admittedly, I've never played (so please don't kill me) after just hearing the description. And I thought it was a pretty good description, but I guess it's not... I'm on the second chapter right now in the rewrite, and as I was writing it, I just wasn't happy with how it felt (especially when the person who called it stupid was sitting right next to me and talking to the person in front of me, saying how dumb it was and laughing at it). I'm not giving up on it, as you may have been hoping, but I'm taking a slight break from the rewrite and writing chapters in the original paper version for now. I just feel really bad about it...

And I know I sound like I'm complaining, but I can't help it. I just feel like the book and I are garbage. No one's gonna see this anyway, so why bother? Still, I am trying to redeem this book, and all the other ones, too. Wingless Fairy is doing remarkably well, which I'm surprised about to be honest, but books like The Music Box and Humanoid-Nuclear need serious rewriting. I wasn't able to rewrite TMB over the summer because my computer was gone, and now I have to start it all over again because the computer was wiped, so I am sorry about it.

I do know the problems with my books, however. The concepts are pretty decent, but my writing sucks ass. I'm just a bad writer. I'm actually a bit ahead for my age, being only fourteen, which is good, but no one's really telling me what I need to be better about. They're just saying I need to be better. Which was helpful at first to know where I need to work on, but now it's not because I'm not being told how to fix it. This is why feedback would be great, but again, I'm not getting anything.

So... Sorry for disappointing you with my books and my slight attitude. I talk so highly of these books because I love them so much, and I want them to grow into something great, but being told they're stupid right in your face kinda takes a chunk out of your heart, ya know?

Again, sorry for bothering you.