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WELL TODAY WAS SHIT

So I woke up to my siblings screaming and crying at each other, as well as hitting and punching, so there's how my frickin day started. And that started a tiny headache in my frontal lobe. But I pushed it aside since they almost always do that. I was hoping to have a good day, considering Austin was gonna come over at my house at 2. He hadn't come over in a long time, and I (as well as all my siblings) were really happy that he was going to come over. I go over to his house often, and that's fine, but I just wanted him to come over this time since he hadn't in a long time.

Anyway, I was outside thinking about what we'd do when he was over, and then Madie comes outside and screams, "EVELYN, WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU?!" Like she had been looking for me for awhile, and I said that I'm in the woods, so she screamed, "AUSTIN'S NOT COMING OVER, HIS GRANDMA CAME AND PICKED HIM UP! I GOTTA GO TO WORK, BYE!"

And Austin had told me about this being a possibility. See, his step mom is due next month, and since she's so close to the due date (this is my theory), I guess she doesn't want to do anything? Which I understand, but it's kinda annoying. We were going to pick him up! She didn't have to do anything, but Austin kept forgetting to tell her that. We tried to have him over last week, but she said "No, I have pregnancy sickness, so I don't want you to get it and spread it to them." And then this time when Austin asked to come over, she said, "Well, you haven't gone over to your grandparents house in awhile." So she called them and now he's two hours away from me in the UNNAMED FOR LEGAL PURPOSES COUNTY, so YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I know they aren't trying to avoid us, because a few days ago my mom called his dad and asked if he could come over, and his dad said "Yeah, sure!" So I'm guessing his step mom just thinks that she'll have to drive him and she just doesn't feel like it.

And it kinda spiralled down from there. My headache turned into a frickin migraine, and I started feeling really feverish and sniffy and teary. The kids were AND STILL ARE screaming at each other, so YAY THAT'S GREAT! And then I tried to sleep but that didn't help, and I asked Mom to get me some chocolate milk but SHE FORGOT SO THAT'S FINE TOO BECAUSE WHATEVER I SAY DOESN'T MATTER AND SHOULD BE FORGOTTEN EASILY EVEN IF IT WAS SOMETHING IMPORTANT HAHSHAHHAHSHSHFKANCJ SBCJWFOFBJCNWBCJRBAKGJNSOCJ

Then the dogs kept barking, and the kids kept screaming, Aidan and Brendan kept repeating annoying stuff like "WAHOO" and "LOTS OF SPEGEHTTI" and jumping around a whole lot i dunno how to spell it right now because they're in a Mario phase and it's driving me insane, and there was a lot of motion, so I got really anxious, and I couldn't watch Jacksepticeye because of my headache so I couldn't calm down, and autocorrect is screwing me over hardcore right now and I'm not even going to bother editing this so I dunno if there's autocorrect shit right now but honestly I don't care. Then I knew I had to eat something for dinner but I want hungry for anything so I just said I'm going to eat some freaking Rice Check but there wasn't much left in the box so I'm eating the freaking soggy dust in a stupid bowl.

And I just wanted Austin to come over because he hasn't in a long time and I just want a hug from him right now because he's a really good hugger and I miss him a lot but I can't because he's all the way in UNNAMED COUNTY FOR LEGAL REASONS which is two or three hours away and it doesn't help when the kids are constantly talking about him and how he's not here and I just feel so alone and I just want some chocolate milk.

So... I'm sitting here, with a fever, in the dark, eating disgusting rice check because it got too soggy, and I'm kinda crying but that's okay, and now I'm going to keep writing a book no one even likes at all but I'm gonna keep with it because I like it too much even though no one else does.

Sorry for complaining. Here's a stupid meme I made.