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I stop in front of a door with a sign in red,

EXIT

I push the door open, I immediately was hit with the cold fresh air of the night. It hit my heated skin, I closed my eyes and inhaled the air.

Finally the air.

"Hey, baby girl," A voice said from my right.

"Yoongi," I said and looked at the mysterious boy, I closed the door behind me and faced him.

He had his hands in his pocket, his hair slightly blew by the breeze.

He wore all black, his shirt was a basic tee that was tucked in his jeans with rips in the knees. The moonlight shone on his soft pale skin that was decorated with lines of thin and thick lines of ink.

We were both silent, we just stare into each other eyes.

Yoongi finally breaks the silents.

"Get in the car, before someone catches us," he says referring to the car beside him. I nod and open the door to the black van, with tan interior.

Yoongi gets into the driver seat, while I sat in the passenger seat beside him.

"Where are we going?" I asked as he starts the engine.

"Somewhere safe, I'm sure it wouldn't take long for Jinwoo to notice your disappearance" he started to drive.

"Oh.." I decided not to question more.

The ride was quiet, the radio faintly filled the silence between us.

This is a perfect time to asked questions.

I thought to myself. I was trying to think about how to start the conversation, but I just ended up over thinking it.

What if he gets mad?

What if he doesn't even answer me?

I open my mouth to talk but I immediately closed it. I bit my lip, my palm starts to sweat.

Why I'm I so anxious?

Like Yoongi read my thoughts he speaks,

"Don't worry baby girl, you can ask me a question" he said, I saw him smirk through the reflection of the glass window.

I take a deep breath hearing him say baby girl, calming myself. I hear him chuckle a bit.

"I-I wanted to ask if j-jinwoo's story was true-" I said in one breath, that I didn't realize I was holding.

He glances at me and smiled a little.

"You're so cute. And yes it's true. Your father was about to give his business to him but plans changed when your mother got pregnant." He said his eyes still trained on the road in front of us.

"O-okay.." I bit my lip,

Wow, fuck my life. Didn't my parents know what a condom is???

"But why didn't they tell me? And if I wasn't a good heir couldn't they still give the business to Jinwoo???" I asked with my eyebrow furrow.

"Well," The pale skinned boy beside me started.

"Your mother wanted to tell you, but your father thought you weren't old enough, or I guess.. experience enough," he said.

Is that why they fight?

My brain hurts.

I exhale and grip my dirtied and ripped school skirt.

"I-I hate this! Why can't they tell me anything!? I should have fucking killed myself a long time ago. This wouldn't happen-" I squeezed my eye shut.
(Honestly sAmE bro)

I couldn't do this. They hide everything from me! I'm even part of this family?

"Y/N don't say that" he glanced at me with...

Sad eyes..?

I saw him grip the steering wheel, his knuckles turned white.

"How could you say that to me!? You don't even know me!" I said to him finally looking at him. My eyes start to water but I refused to let them fall.

"I do know you y/n-" he started.

"NO YOU DONT" I suddenly yelled, immediately regretting it.

It went silent.

"Y/ n... it's me suga"

Kinda-edited.