I breathe in the chemicals. "It doesn't matter what we do. I'm hoping to forget to forget anyways." They all laugh, thinking that I'm joking. But I'm not. I want to get so high that nothing matters anymore.
Escaping is never easy. Especially when y...
Waking up, I could tell today was going to be rough. I couldn't skip school with everyone keeping tabs on me, but I also didn't want to go to school because of Cody.
But, I got ready and had a sloppy day ngl.
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I went and I regret it.
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At lunch the stares were worse. I guess everyone had either heard or saw what had happened. I didn't care that much though, until I saw Cody, he was laughing with his friends, how is he unaffected.
One of his friends saw me then the table got quiet. Cody looked over and we made eye contact, I mouthed "Folla te" and he looked shocked.
But I walked away. He wants to break our rules, I'll do it too. This should be fun.
I sat down with Teddy, Isaac, and Simon.
That's right, they all came. And there's like eight actual bodyguards that Teddy is aware of.
And like four that only I am aware of, I guess that's what I get for breaking down to my old biffle last night.
An Info-y Flashy
"Lyss I can't even do it anymore" I was sobbing at this point, totally lost and breaking once again. "He actually did it, he sided with them!"
"Mace, babe, I'm so sorry that he did this to you, I know how much this must hurt you, I can tell Brae to send some guards, actually I'm gonna do that anyways, but you get it."
"Thanks Lyss, but like he hates me for sure right?"
"Mace, he gets that you didn't have a choice, he's just bummed that he lost his girlfriend, he hasn't banged since" Me neither.
"Isn't it weird to talk about? He's your brother."
"It's whatever, I love you"
"You too babes"
End of info-y flashy
I'm sitting at the table picking at my food with like 15 people watching me for my protection and like 200 people just looking at me.
Life's boring.
"Teddy, I hate this" He looks at me sympathetically.
"I know, I'm sorry Macelyn."
I'm suddenly furious beyond belief.
"No, no you don't. Did your family abandon you? Are you currently under witness protection so that their gang won't come and kill you, just because you spoke up?" I'm about to fucking cry "Spoke up about the abuse and constant fighting. Did your parents train you to be a flipping assassin? NO. Because you aren't a Carem. AND the only person in the entire world who could relate to me," I point to Cody, "took their place, and is doing the terrible, horrible things to other girls. Can I stop him? No, because you won't let me even think about hurting someone. I have an issue, that I know, But I would have one less issue if you let me exploit this one. If I could just fix this one fucking thing, my life, and hundreds of little girls lives would be a million percent better." I run out of the cafeteria, "AND DON'T FOLLOW ME I HAVE PEOPLE FOR THAT"
Brae's guards follow me out and we go to a car that just pulled up. Braeden hops out with open arms, and I run into them.
Sobbing.
I'm becoming a little bitch.
"No you're not, you've had a ton of shit happen to you" I guess I said that out loud. "Where are we gonna go?" I ask, 'cus I have no idea.
"My house"
"M'kay" We got in the car, then I fell asleep on his shoulder.
