*Not On Going*Storyshift - The Untold Story

Chapter 12 - Memories Resurfacing

"Oh darling don't you understand you were never the one in control", then she took her knife and killed me. "Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha This is wonderful", I then woke up sweating and feeling that slash like an echo that won't go away. This is the fourth time this week I've had this heart wrenching nightmare I guess I know what Chara felt like. The weird thing is that every time I have the nightmare the more real the dream becomes. It's like a memory that keeps coming back but I feel it in horrific detail. This time I think was the worst because it didn't start with Mettaton killing me instead it started with me killing Chara. I was standing in the judgment hall facing Chara both of us having murderous intentions for the other but she had a knife wound going down her chest and my knife was bloodied. The more these dreams come the more I think they actually happened it's just no one can remember the events. That explains why Gaster thought he would be freed in another timeline, but maybe he was he just didn't tell us. The only thing that doesn't make sense is that I love Chara why would I murder her in cold blood.

I decided to leave the dreams alone and get back to my life, but there was one problem ever time I saw a monster all I could see was what they looked like when I killed them. I couldn't take it why would I kill anyone I love them they're my family why would I do such a horrifying act. I fell to the ground curled up in a ball and cried until I couldn't cry anymore. That's when Toriel showed up looking at me in pity and confusion, "child are you okay you seem to be upset about something". I looked up at her but that's when I saw her melting and I couldn't bare the sight of what I did. "Child you look like you've seen a ghost I know we got off on the tong foot but I still care about you", I got up and hugged her and kept saying sorry. I couldn't control myself I was overcome with dread and regret even though I know that wasn't me who did it. I sat there crying in Toriel's arms for hours until I felt a little better the funny thing is it brought us a little closer.

That night I dreamt of the entire reset as if I was living it all over again I watched myself kill everyone I've ever loved. Once I woke up I sat there empty inside void of any emotion I had my fair share of crying in the dream so there was no point in doing it then and there. Throughout the day I decided to focus on my work so I went on duty and patrolled the city stopping some robberies and some petty thieves. Once I got home I was met with Asriel on the couch looking at me with reconciliation. "I know you've been having nightmares Frisk and I want you to know Chara forgives you for what happened", when he said that I was met with shock. Chara must have remembered the timeline also so that means she knows I killed Asriel. "She says that she knows you regret it and that she knows I wasn't you", Tears welled up in my eyes and I hugged Asriel. "Tell Chara I'm sorry for everything even if she forgives me there is no amount of forgiveness to make up for what I did". Asriel seemed confused but he seemed not to care what it was about. Me and Asriel hung out that night watching TV and being the young adults we are. If I forgot to mention I am 18 as of right now, Asriel is 16 so that's why he is still a bit childish. If you're confused because of how I was 16 when the barrier was destroyed a lot has happened since and I guess time flew by a bit fast. The more I think of it the more everything seems even more depressing since I only knew Chara for 2 years and she's already out of my life. I went to bed that night thinking of what could of been if Chara lived through that fight.

A/N: I am just reminding people to please vote on all of my chapters it would help tremendously. Also I am running out of ideas for filler chapters, and I need the next chapter to be a filler chapter. Help 😩