Smiling but secretly dying

Help me

The pic is Blake
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"Can you help me?"
I looked at the golden boy of my high school straight in the eye "sorry, what?" I blurted our in shock. Blake looked at me as if I was dumb and said slowly "can-you-help-me?" At this point I was annoyed, why is he speaking like I'm dumb? What's his problem?
"I heard what you said but I'm confused why you want help from me" I said rudely whilst fake smiling "because your smart" he said in a genuine way.

I was about to open my mouth when I started coughing uncontrollably it was because of my sever pneumonia which makes me cough I'm just glad i didn't start coughing blood.

"Are you okay?" Blake said with concern as he reached out, put his arm on my back and started to make circles with his hand, his touch was warm and comforting I felt safe.

"Yeah - I'm - fine" I answered in between coughs and he lifted his hand and put it in his pocket "that sounded bad" Blake pointed out the obvious but he seemed like he was actually concerned but that could just be golden boy charm.

"Anyway" I tried to change the subject, "what did you need help with?" I asked, Blake went serious and looked at me straight in the eye his green eyes had gold circles around the pupil and green waves going out to the black line that outlined the iris and his brown hair was waving around his eyes because of the slight breeze coming in the windows he is so hot.

"I need y-you t-to help me b-become a better p-person" he stuttered. I was astonished by his words the golden boy of reed public high, the guy every girl dreams of sleeping with, the boy that brings home six girls a week wants me to help him be a better person I looked back into his eyes with a stunned look on my face and what he said next shocked me
"Please, I need this, please" he pleaded he grabbed my hand and held it tight as with that other hand touch my cheek and said "please" one more time. I deep sighed I was contemplating saying yes or no but u decided to say "yeah,fine" he looked at me for a second before hugging me. His touch was so warm, "you're in for it" he then whispered into my ear, it gave me a shiver up my spin then I realised what he said and all I could think was
HELP ME