Smiling but secretly dying

Seriously

"Ahahaha yeah" I awkwardly said as I shot the look of death at Blake. "So what have you been up to?" I asked Blake trying to cool down.
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Finally lunch is over. That was very painful. Now I have stupid bio.
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My thoughts:
I still can't  believe Blake would just tell everyone without my consent, ugh so annoying. Imagine if  i did that to him, he would be so pissed. I ca-

My thoughts were interrupted when my head hit something hard in front of me.

"Omg I'm so sorry, I didn't see you I-" the words came from the hard thing in front of me so I looked up.
It was a brunette, tall girl in front of me and her voice was deep and kind off croaky.
"It's fine, it didn't hurt" I interrupted her before she apologised again. She looked at me as if she had seen a ghost. "I'm sorry I have to go" she mumbled whilst pushing past me, I suddenly felt hurt and dizzy, I started to run to the bathroom but on my way I blacked out.

I felt my face hit something cold and hard, I immediately felt conscious again and shot up. I looked around to make sure no one saw me, luckily I was late so the hallway was empty. "I really have to take my medicine more often" I mumbled to myself as I proceeded to walk to bio.
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End of day
After class was over I push my way through the crowd and to my locker. I put my stuff away grabbed my bag and was heading to the exit.
"Whoa there, where do you think your going?" Someone grabbed my bag and yanked it towards them.

"What the fuck?!" I yelled without looking at who grabbed my bag, I turned to see the on and only Blake fields. Everyone was now looking at Blake holding me in his embrace and me cursing at him.
"Oh it's just you, sorry Baby" I apologised in a flirtatious way, at this point everyone already knew that we were "dating" so I played it off.

"Did I scare you?" Blake questioned whilst holing me tight and playing with my hair. I shook my head and with that I felt him pull me closer and before I knew it my lips were locked with his. It lasted probably only 1 minute but it felt like it went on for hours.

He pulled away and smirked "lets go" he said and with that he grabbed my hand and pulled me away.
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Out of school
I wish the kids went on forever even though I was still mad, I felt comfortable around Blake like if I was meant to be with him.

"So what do you want to do?" Blake asked me as we kept walking. "I don't know what do you want to do?" I asked back because honestly I didn't care as long as I was with him. Wait what the shit I'm going crazy. I can't be I love with Blake, maybe my medicine is having side effects.

"Just a question, have you ever kissed someone before because you kiss like a beginner" Blake stated, I stopped looked at him and yelled
"Seriously!"