Smiling but secretly dying

The first day of hell

The pic is Haley, also I changed her eye colour to blue
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I went home that after that whole interaction with Blake plus i had an appointment with the doctor. But now it was the next day and I had to deal with what I agreed to yesterday.
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I woke up to light bursting through my window and an alarm going of from my phone. I got up and stubbled a little bit before I walked to my closet. I got out a ripped jean skirt and a black and yellow cropped tank top. I started putting on my vans then I got really dizzy, I stood up and walked to the bathroom before opening the cabinet and grabbing my medicine and shoving down my throat.

It took me second before I realised I was okay, so I stood up and walked down stairs.
"Morning Mum" I said as if nothing had just happened, "Morning honey, here's some lunch money now go to school" she demanded in a gentle voice, as if she was telling me what to do in a kind, gentle way.
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Once i reached my locker I began to open it, until I felt someone's presence. "Hey Hayles" a voice whispered into my ear sending a shiver down my spin. I turned to see no one but Blake standing a little to close for comfort, his hair was floating above his left eye a bit and his eyes were shinning. "Whatcha staring at?"  Blake questioned whilst caressing my jaw line. "Nothing" I quickly answered, "just your face staring at mine" I tried to make it seem like he was the one staring not me.

"Anyway, so we have to pretend to be bf and gf so that people don't get suspicious, okay?"Blake asked while he Played with his hair, flopping it back and forth nervously waiting for me to answer. "Alright then, walk me to class, if that's what boyfriends and girlfriends do" I blurted out awkwardly trying not to seem like i wanted it or wanted him. And with that he smirked and off we went.
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Lunch
I put my stuff in my locker then made my way to the cafeteria, where I usually sit by myself in the corner, but when I walked in Blake waved me to come and sit with him and his popular friends.
"Hey Blake's girlfriend" Gab said, I was really confused I almost dropped my plate. I didn't know he was going to tell everyone.