I'm With You

New Rachel

Rachel's POV

I was passing by the auditorium and I hear two voices that I know very well, Finn and Noah. 

"Do you really love her, don't you?" Noah said.

"Yeah, I do." Finn said.

"She thinks that she love him, but she doesn't. He's her way to recover." Noah said.

"You think?" Finn said.

"I'm sure." Noah said.

Finn still loves me? This is so confusing.

"Babe can I talk to you?" Jesse said with teary eyes and a sad face.

"Yeah sure, are you okay?" I asked worried.

"No, I'm not." He said with a tear rolling his cheek.

"Why? What happened?" I asked with teary eyes.

"I'm breaking up with you?" He said crying.

"w-why?" I asked crying.

"I'm leaving Rach, my dad got a promotion and it's at Australia. I love you so much and that's why I can't date you in long distance, I can't do this to you." He said crying.

"I'll miss you so much, I love you Jesse St. James." I said crying hugging him.

"Now I have to go babe, I love you and I'll miss you so much." He said and we kissed. "I'm leaving in a few hours." 

"I love you." I said crying.

"I love you too" He said and left crying.

Why this keep happening? Why every time I'm happy bad things keep happening to me? Everything in my life is sucks!!!!!!!!!! I have to get away from here, I just need space. I get the car and started to drive from I have no idea where, when I finally stopped, I saw a beautiful lake and I sited on the grass and started to think. 

My life is suck, everything it's always terrible.

And before I realize I was smoking, oh no. I was sober since we went L.A and now I'm on my way to bar. I walk in the bar and started to drink, drink, drink and more drink. I'm so drunk right now and I feel amazing!!!!!!!!!!

Oh My Finny where is him? I miss him. I need to call him, wait I'm drunk. WHATEVER!!!!!!  I call him later now is time to have fun so I grab the microphone and I go on stage.

"Hey everybody, today it's to celebrate!! Well, I realize that I'm changing, I don't do want to be the holy girl! Life is to be happy!!!" I yelled and everyone cheered so the music started.

Wake Me Up- Avicii

Feeling my way through the darkness

Guided by a beating heart

I can't tell where the journey will end

But I know where to start

They tell me I'm too young to understand

They say I'm caught up in a dream

Well, life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes

Well, that's fine by me

So wake me up when it's all over

When I'm wiser and I'm older

All this time I was finding myself

And I didn't know I was lost

So wake me up when it's all over

When I'm wiser and I'm older

All this time I was finding myself

And I didn't know I was lost

I tried carrying the weight of the world

But I only have two hands

I hope I get the chance to travel the world

But I don't have any plans

I wish that I could stay forever this young

Not afraid to close my eyes

Life's a game made for everyone

And love is the prize

So wake me up when it's all over

When I'm wiser and I'm older

All this time I was finding myself

And I didn't know I was lost

So wake me up when it's all over

When I'm wiser and I'm older

All this time I was finding myself

And I didn't know I was lost

I didn't know I was lost

I didn't know I was lost

I didn't know I was lost

I didn't know (didn't know) 

When I finished everyone cheer and I feel so free today a new Rachel is born. Enough of holy Rachel, it's time for Rachel Bitch!!!!!! I really want more shot of tequila. 

"Hello?" The voice said.

"Finny, I'm h-happy that *giggle* you answered your phone" I said. "I love you Finn, I miss you, I miss your touch, I miss we having sex, I miss you." I said.

"Rach, are you drunk?" He asked.

"What? *giggle* nahhh" I said.

"Where are you?" He said.

"I'm at Joe's Bar, but I'm totally fine. I will drive to home, don't worry." I said.

"Don't get in the car, I'm already in a cab going, just wait." He said worried.

"Argh fine. Bye Finn"  I said.

"Bye." He said.