Collapsing

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*4 days later* Rachel's POV

I'm so ashamed, I'm back on drugs. After my break up with Finn, I was suffering so much and I wanted that pain away, so I'm back to drugs. Right now I'm using drugs and I'm so stoned right now. I really want to stop using drugs but I can't, it's so good.

"What the hell?!" I hear someone yell. "Rach, are you stoned? He said.

"Of course not Noah." I said "Okay, just a little." "Okay very much!" I said.

"Oh no Rach, please give me your drugs." Noah said.

"Okay." I said and give him my drugs and he throws it in the trash.

"Hey! My drugs!" I said.

"Rachel go to your bed and sleep." He said.

"Fine." I said and layed on my bed and sleep.

*Next Day* Rachel's POV

I asked to my brother met me in the auditorium , I need to sing a song to him. 

"Hey little sis." He said.

"I'm glad that you're here. Just sit and listen."

I got no excuses
For all of these goodbyes
Call me when it's over
'Cause I'm dying inside
Wake me when the shakes are gone
And the cold sweats disappear
Call me when it's over
And myself has reappeared

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why

I do it every, every, every time

It's only when I'm lonely
Sometimes I just wanna cave
And I don't wanna fight
I try and I try and I try and I try and I tryJust hold me, I'm lonely

Momma, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore

And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
To the ones who never left me
We've been down this road before
I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore

I'm sorry to my future love

For the man that left my bed
For making love the way I saved for you inside my head
And I'm sorry for the fans I lost
Who watched me fall again
I wanna be a role model
But I'm only human

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why

I do it every, every, every time
It's only when I'm lonely
Sometimes I just wanna cave
And I don't wanna fight
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
Just hold me, I'm lonely

Momma, I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore

And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
To the ones who never left me
We've been down this road before
I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore

I'm not sober anymore

I'm sorry that I'm here again
I promise I'll get help
It wasn't my intention
I'm sorry to myself


I finished the song crying and Noah hugged me.

"Shhh, I'm here for you sister. I'm with you. Remember? You and me no matter what, always and forever. I love you." He said crying.

"Always and forever." I said still crying.

The moment was interrupted when the principal call our name.

"Students Mr.Noah Puckerman and Mrs.Rachel Puckerman please go to Mrs.Pillsbury office." The principal said.

Noah and I went to Mrs.Pillsbury office worried and when we get there she was with a sad face.

"It's everything okay?" Noah asked.

"Take a sit please." She said

"As you know your dads went to LA a few days ago and they supposed to be back today, but I'm sorry to tell you guys that, they're plane crashed, they didn't make it. I'm so sorry for your lost." She said. "I'll leave you guys alone."

"This can't be happening."I said crying.

"This is shit." He said crying. 

"Noah, it's just us now. We don't have anyone." I said.

"Rach, our world is collapsing." Noah said crying very much.

"I know." I said "Noah, what we gonna do?" I said.

"We gonna call they're close friends from the company and make a small but beautiful ceremony, they deserve it." He said.

"We can't tell this to anyone." I said "I don't want pity eyes." 

"I agree." He said

We hugged and stay crying very much.

"Let's go home." I said.



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