' Letters to Kentrell ' [ NBA Youngboy ]

12.0

June 13th , 2018
Baton Rouge , Louisiana
12:14 PM

[ Excuse any mistakes or errors ]
Kentrell Gaulden

After all that shit had jumped off with Daija and Makye I took her home. Ian' even think Makye little ass had it in her to do all that. She whooped on Daija , shit talking ass. Her ass was getting outline , especially speaking up Makye friend.

Had to check her ass about that shit. She was just gone have to get over the fact that , we wasn't never gone be together. Wasn't finna' go around tryna bully mothafuckas cause Ian' wanna be her with her.

Ben and I was sitting outside on the porch. The block been dry since I been gone , seemed like everyone had got locked up or had passed. We still had our few boys Joe and Boomer across town , but who was taking that trip ? Past couple days...I honestly just been looking for my mama.

I thought I would have seen her out here somewhere by now. Asking all the old heads have they seen her , last time they seen her was last month. They said she came around and she was clean...I just wanted to know where she was at.

Even though we ain't have the best relationship I still had a lot of love for my mama. I just wanted to ask her why she ain't never call or check up on me. For all she knows I could have been dead and not in jail.

One day , I was gone be soft enough to sit down and tell her face to face how she made me into the broken person I am today. From the jump , I've had nobody but my grandpa. After awhile he started to get sick...then he passed on. Then I knew I really had nobody , had to fend for myself. And that's just what I did.

Ian' need no mama not no daddy to help me with shit. And yea' Ian have kids yet but I was gone make sure mine never had the bullshit parenting I did.

" Say' what's the move mane' ? When been sitting on this porch for thirty minutes and ain't nobody phone rang." Ben complained as he looked over me as he leaned his elbows against his knees.

" It's a party tonight , big ass party in New Orleans.I heard everybody gone be down there this weekend." I spoke up as I scrolled through my Instagram and handed my phone to him showing him the flyer.

" We definitely innat bitch." He spoke up as a smirk came across his face before handing me my phone back. I nodded and screenshoted it before locking my phone.

" That's damn near a two hour ride man." I sighed rethinking he decision I had made. That would mean somebody had to be sober enough to drive us back or we could just get a room out there.

" Or we could just get a room dumb ass." Ben said taking the thoughts ride out of my head. I glare over at him.

" Yea lets do that. We taking Kye and Nia' ? " I asked scratching the back of my head and looked down at my phone.