If You Loved Me Once

Prologue

Jimin isn't sure if he's falling asleep or waking up but he feels a bit disoriented and fuzzy. Must have been that dream because he's definitely waking up. He stretches out his arms and shakes his head against the pillow as the last cobwebs of sleep clear themselves from his brain.

The dream, ah that dream. He can almost feel the afterglow of it deep within his body. That warm, wonderful contentment of finally giving in, giving himself, giving his desires and his, yes his love, to the one and only person he could ever imagine being the recipient. The dream he is sure he won't forget anytime soon.

He rolls over and is somewhat shocked to see a sleeping figure next to him. Wait, what? The dream. Holy god, it was a dream right? The figure stirs and he hears a soft groan. A very recognizable, very distinct groan. A low rumbling purr of a groan. Yoongi!

For a split second Jimin is unsure of where he is. Then the familiar aroma of cederwood and amber hit his senses. The aroma of Min Yoongi, and this is his room, and this is his bed, and the man laying next to him, slowly waking up from his own beautiful dream is the man himself. The man Jimin had spent the entire night before, holding, kissing, loving. It hadn't been a dream, and Jimin 's heart almost beats itself right out of his chest. It hadn't been a dream at all.

As Jimin sits up and tries to shake himself out of his disbelief at the current situation he feels a strong arm reach behind his back and another move itself around his front. A very warm face buries itself in his stomach as a soft breath ghosts over his skin causing him to break out in shivers. "Mmmm, you smell so fucking good right now Jiminie, and you taste even better" Yoongi's voice is thick and gravely with sleep. Jimin can feel Yoongi's lips part as his tongue begins to tickle his abdomen and  it's all Jimin can do not to loose himself to Yoongi's playfulness. He can feel the giggle beginning in his belly and soon he can't hold it in as his entire body erupts in tiny earthquakes of laughter. Yoongi looks up at him  with that goofy gummy smile and Jimin just knows. There is no need for words, but Yoongi, he says them anyway, "Goddammit Jiminie, why are you laughing?" Jimin continues to giggle as he stares down at possibly the most beautiful eyes he has ever seen. "That tickles Yoongi, why are you doing that if you don't want me to laugh?" " Because you taste good and I just wanna love you" Yoongi looks up at Jimin with his famous gummy smile and it's as if the world just falls into place. A place where Jimin and Yoongi have finally confessed their feelings. A place where everything feels right. Jimin giggles as he slides himself under the older boy and wraps his arms around his chest, his playfulness turning serious as he pulls him closer, his lips against his ear. "If you love me half as much as I love you, then love me Yoongi, just love me and don't ever stop, because I don't think I ever will." Jimin's eyes are dangerously close to spilling over as he draws back to look at the recipient of his words, the man he loves, Min Yoongi. A man who at that moment can barely speak, can do nothing but put his shaking hands on Jimin's face as his own tears threaten to fall. Yoongi pulls Jimin into a kiss so full and passionate and beautiful it leaves him gasping for breath, hands falling to his sides, weak and wonderful.

Jimin still isn't sure all this is really happening. Is he really in Yoongi's bed being kissed by the man himself? He isn't going to start complaining or anything. Even though he had reservations about doing this. About pursuing a real relationship with Yoongi, he had to admit he was glad the older boy had convinced him otherwise. All Yoongi had needed to do was kiss Jimin. That was it, that's all it took to change his mind from a big, NO we cant do this, to an even bigger, Hell yes were going to do this! That kiss. That amazing, soft, sweet kiss Yoongi had pressed to his lips the night before, when he had professed his love in a way only Yoongi could. After Jimin had come home and found him sleeping on the couch. Jimin begins to let his mind wander to the night before as Yoongi continues to kiss along the side of his neck.