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21. Amnesia - Song Imagine.

Ashton -

"I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted."

You and Ashton always knew that when you headed away to go to university it would be difficult. After a long slightly heated discussion you decided to the easiest option would be to end you relationship until you graduated. You'd ended it on good terms but it didn't make it any less painful.

You were in the passenger seat if the car as your parents drove. The rain was pouring down the windows as you drove past the park where you and Ashton used to hang out drinking with his mates, Luke Calum and Michael.

Instantly memories of those times, or at least what you could remember of the alcohol fuelled nights, filled your mind and you were being to regret ending it with him.

Calum -

"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things."

"Y/N you need to make up with Calum, he's changed so much since you broke up." Ashton told you on the phone. "Ash I wish it was that simple but it's not." You sigh on the verge of tears again.

"Y/N, please just talk to him for our sake I can't keep seeing him like this. I can get him now if you want?" "Okay Ash I'll talk to him. I'm not promising anything but I'll talk to him." You hear Ash jump down presuming he was in his bunk on the bus. "Cal come here a minute." He shouts down the bus. You hear more footsteps which are clearly Calum's. "Yeah what is it?" He asks Ashton still sounding upset. Ashton hands over his phone signalling to him it you on the phone. "Y/N?" He asks timidly.

"Hey Cal." You are quiet and not your usual self.

"I'm sorry I called off our relationship. I want you back more than anything; I miss all the little things about you. I can't cope without you. Please take me back." He sounds on the verge of breaking down into tears again. "Cal..." Your voice breaks with the tears streaming down you face.

Luke -

"Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?"

It had been over a year since you and Luke broke up and he knew you you'd found someone new. He'd seen you around town together. You'd made eye contact with Luke across the street. He could see in you eyes you missed him, even though you had a new boyfriend.

Your new boyfriend was nowhere as sweet as Luke. You missed him. You still felt lonely even though a new boyfriend was right beside you. It was when you and Luke made eye contact that you finally realised you regretted breaking up with him it was jut whether or not he'd forgive you.

Michael -

"The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone. I'll admit I like to see them I'll admit I feel alone."

Every night after you'd broken up Michael would scroll through his camera roll and look at all your old selfies and photos. Every night he'd select them and go to delete them but never actually delete them.

He'd scroll though them and wish that the two of you were still together. He'd even dial your number and delete it never being able to pluck up the courage to phone you. Little did he know you'd do the same scrolling backwards and forwards. You'd think about dialling him but all your friends said he should make the first move because he was the 'bloke' of the relationship.