Mine ( An Ashton Irwin Story) ✔ (completed)

Chapter 17

Today made 6 months since Noah died, I still missed him like crazy though. I was moodier than ever and felt to cry for everything. But atleast I had Luke and Ashton and no if you're thinking I didn't replace Noah!I could never do that! I was going to visit his grave today and carry  a single white rose for him cause that's all he said he ever wanted cause one day one night in fact we were talking about life and death, I didn't know my best friend would've passed that quickly! Noah's family had a gathering today and they would this every year from now on forth of the date of his death. I visited Noah every month and gave him a white rose every month.

As I was getting ready my phone rang. 

"Hello?" 

"Hey Ems, are you okay?" (It was Luke)

"I don't know maybe not how are you?" 

"Sad now that my best friend isn't okay"

"Aww Luke it's fine really, um soo..."

"Oh right Uh Tonight the boys and I are going to a party would you come please?"

"I dunno Luke-"

"Please come on it'll cheer you up, puhlease!!"

"ok fine just tell me what time okay and I'll meet you there"

"Oh no I'll pick you up, what sorta gentleman would I be if I let you meet us there?"

"Hhaha ok Luke well I'm going now bye, love you"

Before he can say anything I shut off my phone and pulled on Luke's penguin hoodie with a black cut tee-shirt that has angel wings on them and it says, "The angel to my nightmare" I took my phone and out on some shoes and made my way to the garage. I started up dad's car (I left a note on the fridge) and drove to my destination, the flowershop. I entered and the bell rung continuously in my ear. The aroma of flowers flooded my nostrils calming me a bit. "Hey dear, the usual?" Mrs. Short asked me. "Yes please" I said softly. I paid for the beautiful flower and made my way to the car to his place. 

I got out and the place seemed eerie, of course it was a cemetery after all, it's probably how the rain was set up and the place was darkish. I walked in hand with the single rose as I feel tears brimmed my eyes. This always happens, nothing new. I kneeled down to my deceased bestfriend grave and sighed. "You know Noah, I never stopped missing you or infact loving you. You were my bestfriend and I miss you so damn much. Why didn't you tell me before that you were sick? I would've helped you Noah. When you died, a part of me had died inside too. But all living things has to go away at one point in time right? I love you Noah and watch over us buddy" I kissed the flower and placed it on his grave and wiped the tears of my face and smiled once more before turning around and getting scared that I could'be shit my pants right there and then.

I jumped and clutched the area over my heart breathing hard. "What are you doing here?" I asked. "Well I come here to you know Tommy he was my great friend as well" Ashton trailed of softly. I then turned towards Luke waiting for his explanation. "Well I thought you would've been here and you would need comfort so I came and also to say hi to Noah" he said and smiled. I moved to the tree and waited for both of them to pay their respects. When they were done I grabbed both their hands and intertwined those 20 fingers together (yes, 20 fingers. My right hand with ash and my left hand with luke, 10 + 10 duh) and walked out of their to my car, seeing two other cars as well. 

"Well this is it guys I'm gonna go home okay" I said and hugged each of them. I sat in my car and powered the engine. Before I pulled off I got two texts. 

Hey don't forget me tonight okay?- Luke <3

I wouldn't see ya tonight:-) - Me

Yeah see ya ttyl :* - Luke <3