* Sophias POV*
I was walking back to the hotel. My mind was everywhere. Harry was there. I hadn't seen him in about 6 months. And tonight he was there. Looking exactly the way I left him. He heard me. He knew I was singing about him. Those tears were sincere.
I went up to my room and just layed down. Maria told me she'd give me some space and she went to stay with her dad tonight. I was staring out the window when there was aknock on the door.
I walked over to it and opened it. I gave a confused expression. There were 4 extremly good looking boys standing there. I noticed them. They were Harry's bandmates.
"Hi love, do you mind if we come in?" Liam asked. They looked very nervous. But I could tell he was trying to take control.
"Sure" I whispered and moved aside to let them enter.
We sat down on the couch. They all eyed eachother. Thens started to speak.
"Look Sophia were not here to make you take Harry back. But theres some things you need to know." Louis said getting a little closer to me.
"Alright I'm listening." I barley let out any noise.
"Werll were all guessing you saw the article about you and Harry. With that Katelyn girl." Niall said looking at Zayn who looked like his heart was breaking when her name was spoken.
"Yeah I did." I said. Louis got really close and put his arm around me. He was soothing my back.
"Well she's my girlfriend. But before she was Harrys. She used him. I dont know why, but now she doesnt want you to be with him. We've all asked her and and she says is that she doesnt like the vibe you give off. But you should know we all think your an amazing person. I know we've never met properly before this but just the way Harry talks about you." Zayn was saying. Harry talks about me? But I thought he didn't love me anymore.
"Why didnt Harry look for me then?" I asked getting alittle angry at the fact that these boys are sticking up for him when they dont even know what Harry put me through.
"He didnt want to hurt you. He thought it was best to let you go. Rather than chase after you. Plus you didnt look for him. It takes two to tango." Louis said from beside me.
Hes right I couldve looked for him but he broke my heart. And then the article. I'm still not sure if I believe them.
"But he broke my heart. He just sat there and didnt even try to get me back. He let me leave his life. He promised. He broke a promise." I could feel tears brimming on my eyelids.
"We know. He told us the full story. And he regrets doing that to you. He wants nothing more than to have you in his arms." Liam said.
"Then why isnt he here. Why are you? If Harry wanted me back, he'd be here. Fixing his own problems." I said putting my head down. Ive cried so much I feel like thats a hobby.
"Look love we didnt come here to upset you. We loved your performance. Is there any way you'd want to be friends with us.? We think your a really cool person." Louis said nudging me.
"Well I guess we could be freinds. I mean you didnt do anything wrong." I said they all jumped up and highfived. I laughed and wiped away the tears that had fallen. Maybe being friends with them wasnt sucha bad idea.
We were watching movies and everyone fell asleep. I looked over and Louis was still awake. He gestured to the stairs so I followed him. We reached my bedroom,We both sat on the bed before Louis started.
"You know he misses you." Louis said looking straight at me. I tried to hold the gaze but I couldnt. I was looking for some kind of lie within that, but I didnt find one.
"Louis I miss him too. But he broke my heart. I just cant put myself in that situation again. Its unheathly." I said trying my best not to cry.
"Sophia, Harry tried really hard to get us to help him, to get the tour manager to help. But he figured if you didnt care enough to look for him. Then why would he try so hard." Louis said. He had a point. I understand I shouldve looked for him. But that doesnt explain when I saw him and that Katelyn girl holding hands.
"Louis if Harry truly cared he'd be here right now, he'd try to fix what he did. But I dont see that happening." I said Louis nodded knowing what I said was true. He walked downstairs and I guess woke the others up. After the door closed I pulled my pillow over my face. Why is life so complicated.?
I guess their right. I shouldve been looking for Harry if I really did love him the way I say I do. But It's not that simple. Harry hurt me. Bad. And he knows what he did. I saw it in his face tonight. He had regret and love in his eyes. But It doesnt explain why he did it. I just wish I could back in time, and never get on that plane. Yes, I wouldnt of met Harry. But maybe that wouldve been for the best. I know how to deal with a lot of things. Like my grandparents death. But I cant deal with heartbreak. I wasnt prepared for this. Harry and that Katelyn girl are deffinatly more than friends, but he told me everything between them was over. But that wouldnt be the first time he lied. I dont understand why Harry isnt here. I'm kinda glad he isnt. I wouldnt know what to say to him.
Oh who am I kidding. I wish with every ounce of my body that Harry was here. But I know I screwed things up for good this time. I cant take back what I did. I shouldnt of run off that stage and into my dressing room. I shouldve run off that stage and straight into Harrys arms.
I groaned and rolled over. I havent slept a good nights sleep in weeks. I look over at the clock. 4:45
Uhh. I hear a soft knock from the front door. Maria must miss me.
I went to grab my robe and slippers and walked to the front door. I swung it open. I could feel the tears falling. I dropped my hand from the door and ran into the boys arms. I missed him. I missed his scent. I missed his hugs. I missed everything about him.
"I missed you Sophia." Harry's husky voice said from above me. I pulled out of the hug and looked into his eyes. I felt all the memories come back.
Harry leaned in and kissed me. I kissed back. I felt like I was ontop of the world.
