Chapter Three

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Harry POV

I followed Niall as we all walked back to school.He was holding onto my wrist tightly though he was talking to Louis.I liked that he had kind of taken me under his wing.I already felt a stronger connection with him and Louis..Both of them seemed to already care about me.This would only bring them pain in the end..But for now I needed at least one person in my life that cares about me.

"HAZZ!"I blinked and looked up to meet Lou's smiling face close to mine.I took a step back and he chuckled.I noticed we were back at the school and forced a smile back at him.I was never good at hiding my feelings and he frowned seeing how it was forced but thankful brushed it off.

"Sorry I was just thinking.."He nodded and I noticed the others already walking towards the school.He took hold of my arm softly and pulled me towards the school.It was weird feeling someone holding me gently.Like I could brake instead of wanting to make me brake.Him and Niall both held me like glass like they needed to protect me.I smiled at the thought..They cared..

"Hazza,again?"I smiled sheepishly up at Lou.I was used to the nickname..We had been out there not only five minutes and Lou started calling me Hazz or Hazza.I kind of liked it..I've only ever been called Harry or an insult..I've never had someone care enough to come up with one..

"Boo,Hazz!Come on your going to make us late."Niall pouted.Lou smiled lovingly over at him and I just chuckled and walked over,Louis following me.Ni jumped into his boyfriends arms and he happily held the small blonde as we walked into school once again.I winced quietly as I saw their love..I so badly wanted that..To escape Derek and find someone who would love me.Zayn.

His face came to my mind as soon as I thought over the word love.I mentally groaned and pushed him from my thoughts..No matter how hard I tried though Zayn was at the back of my mind and I knew he would be staying there.I did the one thing I couldn't.I fell in love..Luckily he didn't love me though.No one could ever love someone as pathetic and worthless as me..

"Hazza?Should I be worried?"Lou asked as I spaced out for the third time within an hour.I forced a laugh and shook my head.He let a childish grin come over his face as he took my hand but the way he held Niall's in his other was different.He thought of m as a best friend..He was completely head over heels in love with Niall and everyone knew that.

"Were going to be late for class!And it's your first day!"Niall gasped,now running down the hall pulling Louis who pulled me.I let a genuine smile come over my face as I followed them gladly.I couldn't believe how comfortable and caring these people already are..It makes me wonder how someone like Derek even exists?..How can someone like Niall live in a world with Derek?

As we walked into class eyes went to us and I was ready for everyone to start screaming at them calling them faggots maybe even getting up to pound us.But they got smiles and waves.I couldn't believe it..It must be a trick because the teacher was up there..I sighed softly and passed my new friends going to the seat in the back.

I spent most the class drawing in my notebook.I could feel eyes on me but I ignored them,I knew better than to look someone in the eye..I got put in the hospital for it at my last school.Something in me kept telling me I had just been in the wrong places..That it wouldn't be like that here but I knew that was just hope..I would never be safe..Everyone will always hate me.I must deserve it.

I bit my lip softly as I took out my phone to see a text from Derek.I let out a sigh of relief as he told me he wouldn't be home until midnight tonight.These guys were to touchy for me to have new bruises.I don't know how I could explain the bruises and cuts Der leaves on me.

"Hazza!"I turned hearing Lou.He grinned at me and cuddled into my side.I held back a wince when his shoulder rubbed on one of my healing broken ribs.I looked to see Niall half asleep,cuddled into Liam but neither had no problem with his boyfriend cuddling into someone else.It was a little odd but I liked that.They loved and trusted each other that much..

"Yeah Lou?"He grinned and slumped into me basically across my lap now.He played with my shirt and I looked down at him..Seeing him like this showed his real self..He may be oldest but Lou may be the most like a child..It was kind of adorable..It set a new form of protectiveness in me...

The bell rang as Lou went to say something and he groaned,reluctantly sitting up.I noticed the teacher was playing on his phone.He had talked for about a little more than half the class.I already liked him he didn't sit talking about numbers for ten minutes.He got to the point taught what he needed and then gave us the assignments we needed..So we all mostly had free time for like fifteen minutes..

It was different and new..I liked it,I felt like this town could be my way out..But I knew better than to get my hopes up.This would just be another bust,I cry out for help and he finds out and moves us before anyone really gets whats happening or how to save me.

I felt someone's hand slip into mine and pull me out of the classroom.It wasn't Louis or Niall...I felt the air knocked out of me as I looked up to meet his gorgeous warm brown eyes.He smiled brighly down at me and I worked on trying to say something hoping I wouldn't stutter.He seemed to miss my difficulty.

"Come on,it's time for lunch!"He kissed my head like it was no big deal and started to drag me gently down the hall.I couldn't help the genuine smile form on my face.I could still feel his lips on my forehead and they felt amazing.My forehead felt like it was on fire from his beautiful lips.

Not forced or rough,but gently and soft..Warm and caring..I sighed blissfully but he didn't notice as we entered the lucnh room..He never would.I was nothing,and I was never going to be loved...Love was only for my dreams..Only for the fairytales in my head.

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