Vas happening?I wasn't going to upload for a while because lately I've been concentrating on school and shit..But I didn't have anything else to do and I wanted to write :) So here I am writing this!I feel like this is getting worse..I may have already said that but..It just all seems to suck..But enough of me,here is chapter six!! :)
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Harry POV
It was Saturday and I was actually in an alright mood.Der has been at work all day and I had gone out for coffee with Ni and Lou..It felt good to have friends that call me asking to go out.I was officially addicted to Starbucks.I had a smile on my face as I walked home.
The boys had offered me a rid to the rock where we were all meeting at around three but I knew I needed to go home and check with Der..I didn't know if he was going to let me out again.I was lucky he let me out to get coffee..And now I was smiling.
If I didn't mind people looking at me i'd probably be fucking skipping.And i'm never that happy.I've been depressed for two years.I even have to take gross pills everyday.I've tried to kill myself a few times so now I had shit pills Der made sure I took daily.
Somtimes I wondered why the hell he wanted me to be better..He hated me enough to be abusive.I didn't know why he couldn't just let me die.But at the same time I did.He wanted me for himself.He didn't want me to kill myself because he wanted to do it himself.
And I would be okay with this if he wasn't taking so fucking long.I just wanted to die already.I was sick of being here.I knew I was going to die eventually..It was so fucking obvious and I couldn't wait for that day I just hoped it would come soon.I could OD..Sometimes I was left to take my pills alone.I bit my lip and walked into the house.
"FUCKING SHIT!"The blow to my face shocked me.I was about to ask what was wrong when he growled pointing at the time.Der had given me half an hour to go be with my friends.I was half an hour late and I was going to pay for it.I sensed more was wrong about it but I didn't get the chance to say anything before the second blow came.
Then it was constant..I felt his fist everywhere until I dropped to the ground then it was kicks.My face, my stomach,my legs,my back..Everywhere was throbbing as I gasped for air.He continued to shout things at me as he literally beat the shit out of me.
Tears fell from my eyes three hour later..I couldn't believe
Zayn POV
There was definitely something wrong with Harry.The bruises and the way he flinches when someone yells or touches him..Like he's scared we are going to hit him?..Then the thing on Friday with Louis.I saw the scared look in his face..He was petrified he would hurt him.
Like he was used to it.It all added up to him coming from an abusive home but I couldn't exactly tell anyone if it was just my guess.Also every time we go out and ask him to come with he says no.I know that could just be because he doesn't lik to go out but I could see in his eyes each time he wants it.He goes to nod then na unknown emotion flashes over his face and he declines.
Another clue would be when him and Liam got paired with me and Eleanor for our Science project and the way he quickly marked his house out of a place to work at.Again somone could just say he is embarresed by his family..But the fear in his eyes says otherwise.
I want to do something..I need to find out because even the though of Harry being hurt kills me.He's so innocent and adorable..How could someone hurt him?I know there are some pretty messed up people out there but..Harry doesn't deserve anything.
I mentally kicked myself.I don't know if he is being abused so for now I should just work on finding out before I go threatening people..And I don't even know who would be doing it.I took in a deep breath and calmed myself..This had been my mind lately.
Since I saw Harry his first day I started falling for him.I already felt possessive and protective over him.I had had multiple girlfriends and boyfriends but I had never felt this way about anyone..I needed Harry like I needed air.I loved him more than anything.I couldn't remember how I lived without him.Even if we were just friends...For now.
Speaking of Harry..I noticed him coming into view.Me and the rest have been waiting at the rocks for him for..We always came on Saturdays as well as the weekdays.Almost ten minutes now.I looked back to my cards.
Me,Aiden,Louis and Josh were playing cards while Liam,Ni and El were a few feet away talking about how knows what.It was always like this..It was like the guys of the relationships in one circle and the bottoms in another..That sounded very sexist and rude but it was a fact.
My head snapped back up when I heard a loud gasp.El was staring at Harry,tears in her eyes.I turned to look at Harry and felt the breath knocked out of me..He was shirtless which was horrible because it was freezing but that wasn't what caught our eyes.
Bruises.Everywhere.Shaped in hands,some just big spots..Cuts on his wrists and chest..He had a black eye and his lip was busted.He looked like he had been through hell..But worst of all tears were falling from his eyes at a fast pace.
"Help me..Please."He sobbed as he dropped to his knees where his jeans.covered in blood.El was the first to snap out of it and rushed to the crying Harry.She carefully wrapped her arms around him before turning back to us and holding her hand out.
I quickly ripped my shirt from my body.I had an under shirt on but I would still be cold.But any chance of that was gone seeing the harsh shivers through out Harry's body.She pulled it on him and pulled him onto her lap.She was smaller of course but I don't think she cared.
We stayed out of it as she rocked him,just trying to get him to stop crying hard so he could breath.He cried into her neck,his arms tight around her middle.She started singing softly.Though she wasn't really known for her singing she was very good.
Thankfully he soon calmed down thanks to the mother instincts all women seemed to have.He rest his head on her shoulder tired from all the crying and running he had done.We moved close to him sitting in almost forming a protective circle around him.
"Hazza...Who did this?"Lou asked gently.Harry cuddled into El more and looked up at us with a new wave of tears hanging in his eyes.He looked around seeing us before looking straight at me.He sucked in a breath and nodded,ready and willing to talk.Tell us everything.
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