Saving Harry Styles (Zarry)

Chapter Eight

Sorry it's been a while since I uploaded but i've had a lot going on but nothing now so I figured I would upload..The vma's were amazing huh?The best ever and that's because One Direction was there and they were as usual amazing.Who else is proud of our boys?!They preformed prefect,looking gorgeous!!Uh, so enough of me,here is chapter eight!! :)

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Zayn POV

My knee bounced nervously as I sat in one of the waiting room chairs.I hated being here.I've always hated hospitals..But for Harry I'd live here..The doctors are working on finding his family.I don't know if his family cares but I mean they have to.Even if they fought with him they have to love him..I bit my lip and stood as I started pacing.

"Zayn.Calm down..He'll be okay."Eleanor whispered through her tears,from her spot on Josh's lap.I shook my head but gave her a small smile.

"I can't calm down until I know he's alright."I breathed continuing to pace the hall.I could still hear Niall crying from his spot in the sobbing Lou's arms..Aiden and Liam were holding each other,Liam sobbing while Aiden stayed strong for him.

I wasn't crying though..I felt empty and broken.I didn't have any tears that could fall.I didn't know what I felt. Other than guilt and pain.We went there to help him and got him hurt more than ever..He was stabbed because we were too stupid to call the police and wait..We had to rush in and try to take him.And it cost me almost everything..We were idiots.

The moment we saw Derek we should have know we couldn't take him.But still let our angry push us to even try..And it might have cost Harry his life.This was my fault.I was supposed to protect him.We were supposed to save him.I promised him I'd save him..I growled and punched a wall earning a glare from one of the nurses who I flicked off.

"Zayn?Please calm down?"Niall's small voice rang out and made me stop.I turned to see tears running down his normally happy baby face.It broke my heart to see Ni like that..I walked over,kneeling in front of him where he was still sat on Lou's lap.I brushed back his blonde hair and kissed his head.He looked up at me with a small,sad smile breaking my heart.

"I'm sorry Ni."I whispered and he threw himself at me,hugging me tight.Ni was the baby of the group and this kind of thing wasn't unusual..I sighed as he sobbed on my shoulder.I ran a hand through his hair in an attempt to calm him but it didn't work

"He's going to be okay Nialler."I whispered against his hair.He let out a small whimper and clung to me as if his life depended on it.I ran my hand through his hair and again it did nothing.

He sobbed hard into me,stuttering out things I couldn't really understand.Like everyone here..He blamed himself.And it was our faults..Me,Lou,Aiden and Josh all rushed to take care of it ourselves.

I saw Lou watching painfully.I wanted to hug him too..Lou was the kind of person who always wanted to help everyone so this must kill him.His boyfriend can't stop crying and his newest best friend is in surgery.He was braking.

I noticed Niall had stopped crying,his breathing evened out.I nodded to Lou who reached out to take the small blonde but he gripped harder onto my shirt.I slowly removed his hands and Lou pulled him onto his lap,holding him to his chest.

My heart cracked slightly.Harry..I missed Harry.I wanted to be like that with Harry.I should have told him about my feelings sooner because now I might never get to.I closed my eyes tightly.I leaned against the wall.His last three words echoed in my head.

I love you..

Did he mean it?Did he mean it as a friend or as a boyfriend?Why would someone like he love someone like me?He's perfect and gorgeous..I'm just Zayn.I of course felt something,everything for him.I fell in love with Hazza the minute I bumped into him on the street.

He is fucking perfect.His beautiful dark curls and bright green eyes..That he's a littler taller than me but so much smaller than all of us.I like that when I wrap my arms around him he fits like a puzzle piece.He is perfect and I need him like air.

I don't think I could live without him..I just can't think about life before him.In these short three weeks he's literally become my everything.It was strange..I usually don't take to people for a while.I'm usually really shy.But something about Harry..Changes me.

Around him i'm not shy little Zayn..I'm the opposite..Harry brings out my dangerous side..I would kill for him.I almost did.If the police hadn't shown up I would have killed Derek while he was down.For even touching Harry.He's mine.

I closed my eyes thinking back to when we met.When I ran into him..He was shocked,then recognition as if he knew me.Then he just ran away.Harry could keep things like it was part of him.And I guess it was.The way he could find something out then build a wall around it..

Like he had been doing it all his life.I should have noticed something was wrong though.And none of this would have happened.We shouldn't have tried to take him...Harry would still be here.We could all be at my house my arms around him.

I pulled at my hair.I felt someone sit beside me and looked up for some reason hopeful to see Harry.It wasn't,of course.I looked over at El who smiled sadly.I looked over to see Josh fast asleep.There were dried tears on his face like everyone else.

"Do you think he's going to be okay?"She asked quietly.I bit my lip and looked down at my feet before back  up to her.

"I think Hazz is one stubborn kid.He'll keep fighting."I whispered back and a small smile cam over her face making me smile weakly at making someone else feel better.She sighed and rest her head on me before looking up.

"You should get some sleep Zayn..If we can see him he'll probably be upset if we all look like hell."I smiled and gave her a small nod.She kissed my cheek before standing and curling up in Josh's lap who wrapped his arms around her unconsciously.

I sighed and reluctantly closed my eyes,pulling Harry's jacket tightly around me breathing him in.I slowly let myself fall asleep,hoping when I woke up Hazz would too.

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I feel like crying!!And I already knew what was going to happen..I dunno,just thinking of Harry in the hospital and all of them all crying..It's heart breaking isn't it??Sorry,just a little too much coffee..Anyways....COMMENT AND VOTE!! :)