Saving Harry Styles (Zarry)

Chapter Nine

I'm glad with everyone's reactions from the last chapter!!This book really is doing a lot better than I had originally thought it would..And i'm glad for that,this is probably my best story i've written!Well it is doing the best!!ANYWAYS...After this uploads are going to be a little more spread because school is about to start picking up..The song for this chapter is Bridge Of Light by P!nk,which is on the side ---> For now...Here is chapter nine!!:)

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Zayn POV  

Breath in..Breath out. 

Never thought breathing would be something I had to force myself to do.My body had pretty much shut down.Chances of Harry not waking up went up and the thought of living without him..Was unthinkable and I didn't know what to do.

I just sat helplessly in the chair next to his bed,looking at his beautiful face.I would do anything to save him.I promised him we'd save him and here he is basically dying in a hospital bed..I wondered if he was scared..My heart pinched slightly at the thought of him all alone and scared in the darkness of his head.

 "Zayn."I heard Niall behind me and reluctantly moved my eyes away from my Hazza looking up at the crying blonde.He was holding out a peanut butter sandwich with a small cup of milk.I smiled weakly and took them though I didn't have much of an appetite but I knew if I didn't eat Niall would be upset.

Taking my attention off Harry I leaned back in my chair and slowly started eating.Niall was munching on a chicken sandwich as well as Louis while Aiden and Liam seemed to have a small bowl of pasta and El was sharing a bowl mac and cheese with Josh.

I heard Harry's heart monitor pick up and my eyes flickered to him,I put one of my hands over his and it slowly clamed.This had happened a few times..It was like he was having a nightmare.I could only guess what he could be dreaming off stuck in his broken mind.

"Zayn?Have you thought of going home?Your mum and dad are worried about you..Other than coming for cloths or a shower you haven't been home in a week."Liam came and sat next to me,his hand on my back rubbing it comfortingly.I sighed and looked up at him as I finished off my dinner.

"Come on Zayn..He's not going to wake up..We should all go home and get some-"He was cut off when I slammed him against the wall with tears in my eyes.

"I can't leave him Li..I know it's been a week and I know you guys are giving up but I LOVE HIM AND UNTIL HIS HEART STOPS BEATING I WILL NOT LEAVE HIM!!"I yelled back and Niall whimpered.Liam glared at me before his it faltered as he looked over me.

"Alright Zayn.I get it,it's okay...We'll be here as long as you need us."He whispered before kissing Haz's head and going back to his spot next to Aiden.I flicked a curl out of the boys face.

I ran a hand down his cheek softly and sighed when I got no response.Standing I gave my friends the familiar look and walked out of the room.I passed doctors and nurses that would give me sad looks but I ignored it all and walked outside.

Placing the fag in my lips I breathed in and shook my head.I had mostly stopped smoking lately but since Harry was put in his hell i've had at least ten fags a day.I hated seeing the boys worry in their eyes but I didn't know what else to do.

 Leaned agaisnt the wall I closed my eyes feeling the cold,Winter air around me.It was my favorite time of the year.I breifly wonderered if it could be Harry's..Shaking my head I closed my eyes tightly.I just needed to stop thinking about everything.With a soft sigh I put it out and walked back inside.I didn't know how much longer I could go in here.

I was slowly being driven insane..And this was only a week.I chuckled and shook my head.Only a week and no one knows yet when he will wake up.I walked in the familiar room and frowned not seeing anyone I took out my phone to call Liam and scoffed at the text.

We all went home for shower and to get some rest..You should too.We'll be back in the morning.If you need any of us at any time..Just call. -Liam xx

I sighed and moved forward falling into the chair closest to the bed.I thought of Liam's words and his text. Maybe I should just give up and go home.Maybe I could kill myself and me and Harry would literally be together forever.I didn't really know what I was going to do but I needed to get out for a bit.

"I would wait forever for you..But I can't stay here and watch you slowly dying..I love you Harry..But i'm giving up now...See you on the other side,soon."I whispered and kissed his dry but soft lips,my own tears falling on his pale skin.

"Goodbye Hazza bear."I whimpered and closed my eyes tightly before stepping back from his face.

I wiped them before standing and grabbing my jacket.I ran a hand through his beautiful curls before letting out a shaky breath and turning.The walk to the door felt like years..Like each step I took with was a million. Shaking my head I opened the door.

"Z-Zayn?"

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