The high school I wanted to kill myself every day! But Sadly I couldn't! School Was a Pain in my ass and I lost a "Friend" and I lived with that and She lived near me. But Who cares Because I didn't care At all. I Lost Most of the friends...Friends I had I didn't even Consider Them As Friends Nun! I just Fake Laugh even there stupid jokes aren't even Funny. And They Call stupid it just Brought be back into preschool!
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I pushed Everyone Away! Because Sometimes you're better of Alone! I walked out On Everyone is and I didn't Have a Heart! My Heart Is an empty hole! I wanted to Go away But I had to wait Until age! Age 22 or 20? I don't know I'll choose. I passed My Grades and I was alone the years And I loved it Because of Fuck People! I just Said to myself 'I'm Better Of like this' I say to myself. 12th Grade I hated people There were so Happy and Annoying! Some People want to talk to me but I just Don't say anything. At least I passed 12th grade and I was lucky that I made it in John Jay College of Criminal Justice. To Become a Detective. I Was 17 Years Old When I started my class. It Takes 55 minutes in the train. I came back In forth...How Did I get myself in drugs? Will for me Manhattan is easy to get It just cost like 20 dollars But since I got money or my paycheck from the college I used half Of it. I just bought Speed, Smack there just pills That's it. Until I was addicted to it. I know it could leave you in the streets but Who cares. I meet a Girl The Same age I was in 8th Grade. Her Name is...Gianna!